Beautiful Holiday

ive possessed the ultimate peaceful feeling here in my home,

despite all the terrible, horrible things blocking me,
 I WILL LANGGAR! XD

lets not talk much and layan picca when sis Meen was here in Kay tee pleasuring spending little of her time with me. so warmth!!^.^

here comes the Queen of smile ^-^

at least we'vegot sumtin to do ;D

Chinatown KT

posing sat. kui4

u nailed my camera!

its Pulau Warisan

dare to try. worth it!

xTvT wajib bila ke pantai ;P

isklim goLeng anyone? weeEee^^
*k.Lom, remember dis? heeEe~~*

:D happy dat little day

-its my passion im sharing. Feels good-

ade

take it easy

its holiday

sume org prepare nak balik

aku? stay kL aje dulu

-PUNISHMENT-

sedetik pun cud make the difference tau

tahan nafsu seyh ~~hehehhee~~

i'Allah this is the bez way

u can cry but never look back

sacrifice is needed for a great victory yaY!


*okay, dah jeles bila tgk org wat status FB "im HOME!!" nvm ~,~*

Failed but Survive.

A reflection not only for me, but for all of us too. lets go through beyond the words.

B: A....this is not good for u. xbaik menangisi apa yang Allah tetapkan untuk kita. Kita nie cuma pelakon atas pentas dunia nie. Kita sekadar menuruti segala kehendak takdir kita. Bila kita rase kite boleh kawal takdir sendiri, ketika itulah takdir tunjukkan pada kita siapa yang lebih berkuasa drp segala-galanya.

A: Life is unfair.

B: sbb kita x hidup di dunia saja. kita hidup untuk akhirat. Diakhirat semua adil. Yang baik, dapat balasan baik,yang jahat dapat balasan jahat.

A: B, Tuhan tu benci aku ke? aku dah try macam2...aku cuba tuk brubah tp kenapa Dia mesti gagalkan aku lagi??! kenapa Tuhan tu macam x adil?? :(

B: Astaghfirullah! A! Wake up! Ko tau x? sbb Allah sayangkan ko lah Dia nak bagi ujian nie. Sbb Allah nak kau jadi lebih baiklah, Allah anugerahkan ujian ni kat ko. Kenapa ko ingat gagal satu paper tu maksudnyer gagal segala-galanya? nope A, just rezqi ko Allah simpan tuk len kali.

A: tp ujian nie berat untuk aku. Aku x bleh trima...

B: A..., Allah sayang sangat kat ko. sbb tu Dia uji ko dgn satu subjek fail. Allah nak naikkan darjat ko di
    sisi Dia sbb ko dah mula lakukan apa yang Dia perintah. Allah nak uji ko sbb Dia nak ko jadi makin kuat.

A: but im not so strong B...

B: Memang ko akan rasa lemah. sbb kite diuji pada titik lemah kita. sampai kita Sampai kite rase it's the end of the world. Sampai dah x boleh bernafas. Tapi....afterwards, we're much stronger to face this life. u can't have happiness without pain, and u can never have beautiful rainbows without rain.

-Akan kuatkah aku? Apakah akan ada gembira sesudah derita? Apakah pelangi akan benar2 muncul selepas hujan?-

notes: we must stick to that. God made the rules, He knows the best for us. a Test is hard but the hardness later, will give us light. its between 2 things when u get tested, u want to give up or try harder. its ur choice. as long as u hold ur FAITH to HIM. at 1 point i feel like giving in everything but i know it is not the right thing to do so i decide to move on n love my life to the fullest. However, its definitely will be hard so get prepared peeps! 

*mungkin diri aku perlu ikhlas untuk menerima ilmu di jalan bukan pilihan ku ini. mungkin sudah masanya aku melepaskan rasa 'TIDAK' terhadap jalan ini. mungkin aku sudah perlu menerima dengan hati yang terbuka akan takdirku. mungkin aku alpa untuk melakukan semua itu dari awal lagi. Astaghfirullahalazim~~ ku harap masih belum terlambat..pintu peluang kedua terbuka, aku harus menyambutnya dengan Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. God with me. i'Allah~~*

surah al-an'am (101): .....Dia Menciptakan segala sesuatu; dan Dia Mengetahui segala sesuatu.

remember,

Hey sume! ^sengih^ ok!

still a long journey to take

Cahaya di atas Cahaya

Allah yang menerangi langit dan bumi. Perumpamaan cahaya Allah adalah seperti sebuah lubang yang tak tembus, yang di dalamnya ada pelita besar. Pelita itu di dalam kaca dan kaca itu laksana bintang yang bercahaya seperti mutiara, yang dinyalakan dengan minyak daripada pokok yang banyak berkatnya, pokok zaitun yang mendapat sinar matahari baik di waktu matahari terbit mahupun di waktu matahari terbenam, yang minyaknya sahaja hampir-hampir menerangi kerana jernihnya walaupun ia tidak disentuh api. Cahaya di atas cahaya (berlapis-lapis)...~ 

(an-Nuur:35)

Have Faith

*begins with aisheteru song*

Have Faith

i keep that in mind everyday from the moment i started to hear those words

people

im messed up a lil bit

but i know

there's always something behind everything

for 3 years 

now got the answers

to wutever

it does matter~~but i know ill make it thru

its alrite

it does hurts a little

i did cried a bit

but 

i know i won't in future

hey2, im tough (':
(even trying to be tough)

cool kayh 

regards as AIN DALILA not ADE FOX

the untold has been told 

(': cHILLx larh!
iAllah besok aku dah bleh shouts:
"I'M OKAY! *peace*"
~~heeeEheee~~

-emo skit di tengah2 mlm-

*ends with wish u were here*
dang~~dang~~dang

(':

ade yang mengganggu recently

resah, gelisah

~~~~~ngeee~~~~

maybe aku salah tgk, maybe aku salah judge

or maybe coz aku agak 'emo' this week

but sape lah aku nak judge lebey2

aku pun tahu cermin diri aku dulu

that's y i need to share

share THAT to a person

not just a person but one particular person

kakLom

thanks

nasihat anda berguna

kini,

"aku trima baik buruk dia macam mana dia trima baik buruk aku"

^_^

dah boleh sengih lebar2

hati pun tenang

semua normal balik

thanks a lot

KakLom

-even its notin to others but to me its matter-

jum menuju BAHAGIA :D

hidup ini

http://silence4s.blogspot.com/2011/09/bbq-terakhir-bersama-ayahku.html

baru  je pas bace nie

memang agak ter'lambat'

maafkan ain yer sahabat

ain nie bukan seorang yang alim sangt, jauh sekali baik

xbrapa tahu nak berkata-kata 

mesti dah banyak sahabat dengar 

"be strong", "kuatkan semangat", "doa jangan putus" ~~

tp sahabat,

semua tu perlu tuk teruskan hidup. semua itu ada hakikatnyer.

nak kata memahami, ain memahami tp mungkin untuk kadar tertentu kerana yang mengalaminya adalah sahabat sendiri

entry ini bukan bertujuan mahu mengulas apa-apa, 

ain cuma mahu kongsi tentang how regardless i am on people i know

maaf lagi sekali ain terlambat untuk mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi pada sahabat

apa-apa pun sahabat:

Bertabahlah menghadapi ujian Allah ini. Dia lagi sayangkan ayah sahabat. setiap yang pergi xkan kembali.

tapi doa dr anak yang soleh iAllah sampai sentiasa. jangan putus untuk berdoa duhai sahabat.

yang ikhlas, 

sahabat SBE pertama kamu

Ain

Sunday, 11 Sept 2011

satu hari ini

yang xda ganti dah pas nie

xleh ulang pun tarikh nie

first time

kuar ngan kakak Meen (:
~~co cuwett heee~~~~

Jogs in da mownink >_<

Lunch - dia lanje, ko ade..?hahahahha^0^

Shopping ^-<
eskrem ^_^

thanks for today kakak
-xoxo-

:

::

:::

cilok gambaw diew..kui3

p/s: "one day when the sky is falling ill be standing right next to you"- next to you by chris brown

warning: Dia sweet, mane2 lelaki yang try nak men2 kan dia, jaga2 lah...skunk dia ade ade fox tuk lawan korannnk~~! hihihihihi

On This Day In.......

Nostalgia  kembali. Fb slalu kuar nda alah nie kat tepi...kuarkan status yang kite dah buat pada tarikh yg sama taun lepas...some status makes me smile coz its so childish n very 'duhh' jiwenggss =D

but some also makes me thinking,"hey, that's the time when i so-called loved u..hurmm~~" papepun, really quite interesting when looking back at those status...

learned from the past darlink!hahahaha

On This Day In 2009

*eat nasi many2 arini b'coz esk already posye....guys..posye jgn xposye...salam ramadhan..=)

On This Day In 2010

*siyes, aku xnak pape pun brubah...."apa2" skalipun...♥ i love u the most.

*God gives me heart that is beating for a reason...

*im weary of all this....maybe i am just jealous n feeling insecure that u might leave me just like that...

*u used to said: kena kacau i dulu baru leh lena tido,...skunk pa jadi...kena kaco DIA dulu baru lena jadi...sanggup tidor lewat sebb dia... so, salah ke statement aku yang kata kau dah brubah..?? u xkan sanggup nak "tggu" i kan...think lar, lau u sakit sapa jaga..bukan nak ngungkit, tapi....nak suh u pk jer...*jgn sakit hati ngan saya

*if u dun like me touching u, tell me..i wont

  if u dun like me asking u, tell me..i wont

  if u dun like me calling u, tell me..i wont

  if u dun like me texting u, tell me..i wont

  if u dun like me love n care about u, tell me.. but sorry, i cant....

*maaf lar...kasar sangat bahasa saya tadi...xperlu fikir...just let it flow to the way things are....i will learning to     accept n live with it....

# 2010 was hard on me but that hardness makes me stronger. too much hurts i guess. now, ill leave all that behind to be kept safely as a precious MEMORY. i moved on. (:

sounds like a good plan huh?? ^^

noted that im not in love at that time, i just cared too much over a friend. 

when i started to care, i do REALLY care.

what's ur status on this day in last year??? (;

credits to kakLom Farah Ainaa^^

randominism

*currently playing I NEED YOU by WESTLIFE*


y randominism?

because im so RANDOM in 

making u as my bestfren

fight with u 

love u 

miss u

then fight again

n 'leave' u after all we've been thru

im not strong

ure my everytin back then

things gotta change that time

so i gotta pull my decision.

i moved on 

its just weird now

i still get the same feeling

after trying so hard to forget

but i guess it didnt work though

im still standing,

standing quitely by ur side

seriously

love is the answer for all

so RANDOM kan..?

hahaha, now i just smile in pain?

im holding my 'missing' inside

trying not to repeat 'things'

even i really2 wanted to start over

i do realize ive lost things i had

maybe i wanted to regain

coz that's all sounds fantastic to me

Demm, im so RANDOM.

sorry~~

but that's okay

sitting quitely like this

from far, is good enough

'kite tak boleh tamak kan'

hihihihi, as long as i can still c u smile

baby, that's ok.

(God, please keep it this way)

hey, im here!!!!*shouting quitely*

me with purple hoodie

notaselit: entry tentang perasaan. Pesanan, jangan teremosi sama. sekian. 

regards,

ade

time: dikala esemen bertimbun

location: bilik sendiri

insane

thought of going insane but still manage to deal with it

IN MY OWN WAY

ada RUMAH, ada TIANGNYA

ada BUNGA, ada TANGKAINYA

ada GULA, ada GARAMNYA

ada MANIS, ada MASAMNYA

ada NAIK, ada TURUNNYA

tomorrow i pegi BIG kat 'RUMAH MAMA'

satu hari sebelum itu,

ai dah capai salah satu wishlist ai

-22/7/2011-
with kak long n onald

happy but at the same time mixing with anxious-ness

about everytin

HAI people yg support me a lot, TERIMA KASIH / THANKS

TESLIANS superb

**but im still in doubt, cant deny it no matter what**

oh yeah!

mama n abah are coming home

pray for ur safely arrival

sorry cant fetch u olls
 y is it not holiday time lah
haiihhhhh,, nway...

iAllah next week thought of going home

this week will try to settle everything

xoxo

make sure there's sumtin for me okay!

yeah, next time, ill go to UK too. (:

one fine day with hubby..hahahahaha

*perasan kuat!*

dah2

lets wait for the return of the loved one ^^

p/s: CONGRATZ abg said on ur grads! proud of u! =D

mama n eth anak sape,..hahahaha (i do not own this pic =P)

abg said...kinda miss u,, come back quickly so that i can 'paw' u!!hahahahhaa

note that i couldnt find my abah punye gambar....will wait till it uploaded! (;

hate flu

just an entry about hating flu

i do looks like 8 years old girl 'sobbing' around

-miss where there's a person takin care of me at this sort of time-

............................................

God, protect mama n abah there

y u guys so far away from home

missing mode oready

siblings too, all around this globe (':

love ma family

i hate sick

harsh

hardly saying that im not so happy for this few days 

about certain things happen

but still alive lah

aku xreti sangat nak expresskan diri secara telus mulus n fulus bab2 nieh

bior je dalam aku yg tahu n certain people yg aku rase bleh tahu

yg pasti, aku start off my 'recovery' session ASAP before its getting worse

cam 'virus' je nda2 tuh lam othak aku yg "suci" nie

hape hape pun, 

aku tetap xlupa tuk happy for other things yg xberkaitan ngan perkara diats

urrmm, hidup cuma skali...biasa ar tuh lau da DOWN tahap dewa lam idup skali skala

"PERENCAH hidup tuk dijadikan PENGALAMAN yang mematangkan kite"

sedap ke x sedap ke hal kedua, cara PENERIMAAN kite tuh penting

dan aku skunk mmng sedang BERUSAHA. 

bak kata2 org (even cliche) : 

ALLAH itu ada n maha tahu apa yg terbaik tuk diri kite.

YES. FAITH tu penting.

**thanks to people which did try their best to lift up my spirit while im judging their thoughts is 'cliche'. even so, they still trying n being completely honest about it...AND, it is the reality anyway~~ (u should be thankful ain)

im slightly lost, guide me the best Allah

p/s: perhaps, just go wif the flow is the best now. my decision wud not be easy to make. i might regret it but im totally lost~~ hup can find THE way. i start to look at 'give up' as a choice. :/

adious for now, 

"not trying is the same as failing" -ade

entry about holiday

Down memory lane since the school holiday started on 27^th May 2011 until 3^rd June 2011 completed from Putrajaya to Terengganu with LOVE. No need to talk much, just see by urself (:

1^st day

@Maktab to Putrajaya

-packing for the last day of the semester at maktab.

-drive safely to Putrajaya with fantastic guidance from sis farah ainaa. A great experience created, HEY guys, i can drive alone to Putrajaya!!! =D **credits to my ayah su n mak su for lending me the car...u guys rocks!

-haa~~ im not wury about the jalan coz we had a great tourist guide as well as Good driver to drive us around PUTRAJAYA, the only expert of the road, sis Farah Ainaa lah, sape lagi...hohohoho^0^

2^nd day 

@still Putrajaya

-FUN RUN. Such a big event of ‘Himpunan Sejuta Belia’ in collaboration with standard chartered. Even we didn’t win anything, I feel proud to beat my personal record of running 5 Km with a shorter time! Yeah! The fun part is, we had to suffer from sun burn because we forgot to put some sun block before started to run =DD

3^rd day

@also at Putrajaya

-YES, today was sis Farah n abg Nan fav activityà AEROBIKTHON. Readers, u should try it if there’s a chance...believe me, FUN is waiting for u...^.<

-nite, WE were on the bus all the way to Terengganu. noted that WE refers to me, kak Gee and kak Farah Ainaa, yup! She came along for holiday.

-will not forget to mention, its Sis Farah’s ibu birthday à 29^th May, happy birthday ibu^^

credit goes to MOHD ONALD for this pic..^^

from left: sis Atikah, me n Adib!!!!!

Adib peneman setia..=P

Aerobik day! sYiokk~~~

4^th day (start of bahasa rojak) ^^

Finally @Terengganu

-its actually the first day in Terengganu, after 7 hours of sitting. After subuh, Trus pengsan nmpak katil...=D...

-ptg we ronda2 Pantai Pandak, tmpat shooting Merong Mahawangsa*cadangan Din à senior jugak, sem 5 merangkap pengerusi persatuan anak Terengganu ipteknik* ikot serta, kak gee n adik2nyer, also k. Imanina *kawan sester k.Far*

-bermula jugaklah secara xlangsung, sesi tutorial ilmu2 photography oleh mentor saya...=D i enjoy abbess...! =D sambil nyelam, minum air.. ye dakk..??=P

org2 teganu sapa pata pandok weyhh :D

tekun mengajar dan diajar...^^

time to apply ape yg diajar`~~

sis Ainaa n sis Ima

featuring joiners!!!!!

the moment captured n safely kept (:

5^th day         

@of course terengganu

-          pagi2 lagi dah bangun tuk menawan puncak bukit besor...hehehhee tp harem...mama n abah je sampai ats, kami x...sebok ambik gmbar gipun xpkai kasut...hampir sampai,,hebak lar tu kan....hohohohoho *clap3*

-          Ptg kite ronda kat masjid Kristal n sekitar Chinatown...Hebat! tp just the two of us je...ain ambik gmbar akak, akak ambik gmbar ain...hahahahahaha~~ model yg sama penuhkan memori miss OLY k.far...^^

-          Pegy makang celup tepung tepi pata teluk ketapang n jumpe mokma, my granny kat umah dia trus....^^, paling syok...malam tu gakx k.far ajar wat kek batik versi Farah Ainaa...hahahahahaha ; korang ade..? =P

Bukit Besor.

macho ar neyh...=P

focusnyer org sebelah tuh...nek bukit 2 kali...hebak2!!!

tiap kali aku tgk gmbar nie tergelak derr coz caption yg sOsuai skali :
TEPI2, NAK BUNUH DIRI NIEH...=P

masjid kristal @ Taman Tamadun Islam

nok jugok...=D

hape yg difikirkan pun den x tau

botol air perlu sentiasa ada (: ill keep that in mind.

Chinatown KT

speechless ambe jd model~~wekks=P

try black n white pulop^^

strange place --> tema2...hahahahahah

6^th day

@its still Ganu

-          Tuk hari nie kuar ptg sket tuk ke  ‘Goldcoast’ seberang takir bak kate senior ai... ai sndri pun xpenah sampai situ ok..hohohohoho bersama cik kak mieya n adik, kak muni, n kidder adalah khaider*nama lam fb*...heeks tol...den takdo do kenal mereka2 until k.farah yg beria nak jmpe dowang n berphotoshoot...yg pling syiook. Kami lupa bawak bateri cik oly...xhidup lar dia tnpa nyawa itu...=P

-          Sampai umah ptg tuh trus p ambik bateri, smbung photoshoot ngan lalang kat depan umah...senget2...hahahahahah~~ tp best, input bnyak dapat..yeah! an honour for me to shoot Farah Ainaa...XD...Malam ktaorg kuar lepak kat Zie corner with Din.

time to shoot

slagi ade bateri n memori, aku tekan, tekan n tekan!!! =D

MODE: FARAH AINAA AD'NAN

7^th day

@last day of terengganu

-          Hari nie mmng kena kasik pulun sampai abbess. Tujuan utama perlu disettlekan... lawatan ke SESTER (sekolah lama k.farah)...fulfilling her wish is one of my duty as the loyal tourist guide here in terengganu..=D plus k.Imanina  then k.ayu dat join us a lil bit later...HAHAHAHA, I feel like bnyak kawan k.farah ai daa kenal....wekkks=PP

-          Paparazzi is me on that day ^^V

-          Malam outin with my lil sis *finally* lepak kat Taman Tamadun Islam minum2 n makan...hahahahah..datang teganu mesti all about MAKANg!....=D

keje aku

keje dowang

berminat..?? kol saya tuk jd tourist guide di KT...pasti setia menemani tuk candidkan anda...hahahahaha (gilorrr~~)

8^th day

@no more Terengganu

-          Nothing much coz its the last day k.Far kat sini n pagi2 dah bertolak ke KoLumpOr with k.Gee by car. Sedih jugakx  time antar dia pas beli kropok Lekor becoz its been a while kitaorg spent time together..... However, we’ll meet each other soon...btw peeps, She’s part of the family now n are welcome to come here anytime, so do u my frens.^^V

-THE END-

p/s: gotta prepare for a new semester ^.<