harsh

hardly saying that im not so happy for this few days 

about certain things happen

but still alive lah

aku xreti sangat nak expresskan diri secara telus mulus n fulus bab2 nieh

bior je dalam aku yg tahu n certain people yg aku rase bleh tahu

yg pasti, aku start off my 'recovery' session ASAP before its getting worse

cam 'virus' je nda2 tuh lam othak aku yg "suci" nie

hape hape pun, 

aku tetap xlupa tuk happy for other things yg xberkaitan ngan perkara diats

urrmm, hidup cuma skali...biasa ar tuh lau da DOWN tahap dewa lam idup skali skala

"PERENCAH hidup tuk dijadikan PENGALAMAN yang mematangkan kite"

sedap ke x sedap ke hal kedua, cara PENERIMAAN kite tuh penting

dan aku skunk mmng sedang BERUSAHA. 

bak kata2 org (even cliche) : 

ALLAH itu ada n maha tahu apa yg terbaik tuk diri kite.

YES. FAITH tu penting.

**thanks to people which did try their best to lift up my spirit while im judging their thoughts is 'cliche'. even so, they still trying n being completely honest about it...AND, it is the reality anyway~~ (u should be thankful ain)

im slightly lost, guide me the best Allah

p/s: perhaps, just go wif the flow is the best now. my decision wud not be easy to make. i might regret it but im totally lost~~ hup can find THE way. i start to look at 'give up' as a choice. :/

adious for now, 

"not trying is the same as failing" -ade