say it wright

Beautiful Holiday

2011-10-31T08:27:00.000-07:00

ive possessed the ultimate peaceful feeling here in my home,

despite all the terrible, horrible things blocking me,
I WILL LANGGAR! XD

lets not talk much and layan picca when sis Meen was here in Kay tee pleasuring spending little of her time with me. so warmth!!^.^

here comes the Queen of smile ^-^

at least we'vegot sumtin to do ;D

Chinatown KT

posing sat. kui4

u nailed my camera!

its Pulau Warisan

dare to try. worth it!

xTvT wajib bila ke pantai ;P

isklim goLeng anyone? weeEee^^
*k.Lom, remember dis? heeEe~~*

:D happy dat little day

-its my passion im sharing. Feels good-

ade

take it easy

2011-10-20T21:57:00.000-07:00

its holiday

sume org prepare nak balik

aku? stay kL aje dulu

-PUNISHMENT-

sedetik pun cud make the difference tau

tahan nafsu seyh ~~hehehhee~~

i'Allah this is the bez way

u can cry but never look back

sacrifice is needed for a great victory yaY!

*okay, dah jeles bila tgk org wat status FB "im HOME!!" nvm ~,~*

Failed but Survive.

2011-10-14T18:56:00.000-07:00

A reflection not only for me, but for all of us too. lets go through beyond the words.

B: A....this is not good for u. xbaik menangisi apa yang Allah tetapkan untuk kita. Kita nie cuma pelakon atas pentas dunia nie. Kita sekadar menuruti segala kehendak takdir kita. Bila kita rase kite boleh kawal takdir sendiri, ketika itulah takdir tunjukkan pada kita siapa yang lebih berkuasa drp segala-galanya.

A: Life is unfair.

B: sbb kita x hidup di dunia saja. kita hidup untuk akhirat. Diakhirat semua adil. Yang baik, dapat balasan baik,yang jahat dapat balasan jahat.

A: B, Tuhan tu benci aku ke? aku dah try macam2...aku cuba tuk brubah tp kenapa Dia mesti gagalkan aku lagi??! kenapa Tuhan tu macam x adil?? :(

B: Astaghfirullah! A! Wake up! Ko tau x? sbb Allah sayangkan ko lah Dia nak bagi ujian nie. Sbb Allah nak kau jadi lebih baiklah, Allah anugerahkan ujian ni kat ko. Kenapa ko ingat gagal satu paper tu maksudnyer gagal segala-galanya? nope A, just rezqi ko Allah simpan tuk len kali.

A: tp ujian nie berat untuk aku. Aku x bleh trima...

B: A..., Allah sayang sangat kat ko. sbb tu Dia uji ko dgn satu subjek fail. Allah nak naikkan darjat ko di
sisi Dia sbb ko dah mula lakukan apa yang Dia perintah. Allah nak uji ko sbb Dia nak ko jadi makin kuat.

A: but im not so strong B...

B: Memang ko akan rasa lemah. sbb kite diuji pada titik lemah kita. sampai kita Sampai kite rase it's the end of the world. Sampai dah x boleh bernafas. Tapi....afterwards, we're much stronger to face this life. u can't have happiness without pain, and u can never have beautiful rainbows without rain.

-Akan kuatkah aku? Apakah akan ada gembira sesudah derita? Apakah pelangi akan benar2 muncul selepas hujan?-

notes: we must stick to that. God made the rules, He knows the best for us. a Test is hard but the hardness later, will give us light. its between 2 things when u get tested, u want to give up or try harder. its ur choice. as long as u hold ur FAITH to HIM. at 1 point i feel like giving in everything but i know it is not the right thing to do so i decide to move on n love my life to the fullest. However, its definitely will be hard so get prepared peeps!

*mungkin diri aku perlu ikhlas untuk menerima ilmu di jalan bukan pilihan ku ini. mungkin sudah masanya aku melepaskan rasa 'TIDAK' terhadap jalan ini. mungkin aku sudah perlu menerima dengan hati yang terbuka akan takdirku. mungkin aku alpa untuk melakukan semua itu dari awal lagi. Astaghfirullahalazim~~ ku harap masih belum terlambat..pintu peluang kedua terbuka, aku harus menyambutnya dengan Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. God with me. i'Allah~~*

surah al-an'am (101): .....Dia Menciptakan segala sesuatu; dan Dia Mengetahui segala sesuatu.

remember,

Hey sume! ^sengih^ ok!

still a long journey to take

Cahaya di atas Cahaya

2011-10-04T16:39:00.000-07:00

Allah yang menerangi langit dan bumi. Perumpamaan cahaya Allah adalah seperti sebuah lubang yang tak tembus, yang di dalamnya ada pelita besar. Pelita itu di dalam kaca dan kaca itu laksana bintang yang bercahaya seperti mutiara, yang dinyalakan dengan minyak daripada pokok yang banyak berkatnya, pokok zaitun yang mendapat sinar matahari baik di waktu matahari terbit mahupun di waktu matahari terbenam, yang minyaknya sahaja hampir-hampir menerangi kerana jernihnya walaupun ia tidak disentuh api. Cahaya di atas cahaya (berlapis-lapis)...~

(an-Nuur:35)

Have Faith

2011-09-29T09:57:00.000-07:00

*begins with aisheteru song*

Have Faith

i keep that in mind everyday from the moment i started to hear those words

people

im messed up a lil bit

but i know

there's always something behind everything

for 3 years

now got the answers

~~to wutever~~

it does matter~~but i know ill make it thru

its alrite

it does hurts a little

i did cried a bit

but

i know i won't in future

hey2, im tough (':
(even trying to be tough)

cool kayh

regards as AIN DALILA not ~~ADE FOX~~

the untold has been told

(': cHILLx larh!
iAllah besok aku dah bleh shouts:
"I'M OKAY! *peace*"
~~heeeEheee~~

-emo ~~skit~~ di tengah2 mlm-

*ends with wish u were here*
dang~~dang~~dang

(':

2011-09-21T05:11:00.000-07:00

ade yang mengganggu recently

resah, gelisah

~~~~~ngeee~~~~

maybe aku salah tgk, maybe aku salah judge

or maybe coz aku agak 'emo' this week

but sape lah aku nak judge lebey2

aku pun tahu cermin diri aku dulu

that's y i need to share

share THAT to a person

not just a person but one particular person

kakLom

thanks

nasihat anda berguna

kini,

"aku trima baik buruk dia macam mana dia trima baik buruk aku"

^_^

dah boleh sengih lebar2

hati pun tenang

semua normal balik

thanks a lot

KakLom

-even its notin to others but to me its matter-

jum menuju BAHAGIA :D

hidup ini

2011-09-17T11:02:00.000-07:00

http://silence4s.blogspot.com/2011/09/bbq-terakhir-bersama-ayahku.html

baru je pas bace nie

memang agak ter'lambat'

maafkan ain yer sahabat

ain nie bukan seorang yang alim sangt, jauh sekali baik

xbrapa tahu nak berkata-kata

mesti dah banyak sahabat dengar

"be strong", "kuatkan semangat", "doa jangan putus" ~~

tp sahabat,

semua tu perlu tuk teruskan hidup. semua itu ada hakikatnyer.

nak kata memahami, ain memahami tp mungkin untuk kadar tertentu kerana yang mengalaminya adalah sahabat sendiri

entry ini bukan bertujuan mahu mengulas apa-apa,

ain cuma mahu kongsi tentang how regardless i am on people i know

maaf lagi sekali ain terlambat untuk mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi pada sahabat

apa-apa pun sahabat:

Bertabahlah menghadapi ujian Allah ini. Dia lagi sayangkan ayah sahabat. setiap yang pergi xkan kembali.

tapi doa dr anak yang soleh iAllah sampai sentiasa. jangan putus untuk berdoa duhai sahabat.

yang ikhlas,

sahabat SBE pertama kamu

Ain

Sunday, 11 Sept 2011

2011-09-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

satu hari ini

yang xda ganti dah pas nie

xleh ulang pun tarikh nie

first time

kuar ngan kakak Meen (:
~~co cuwett heee~~~~

Jogs in da mownink >_<

Lunch - dia lanje, ko ade..?hahahahha^0^

Shopping ^-<
eskrem ^_^

thanks for today kakak
-xoxo-

:::

cilok gambaw diew..kui3

p/s: "one day when the sky is falling ill be standing right next to you"- next to you by chris brown

warning: Dia sweet, mane2 lelaki yang try nak men2 kan dia, jaga2 lah...skunk dia ade ade fox tuk lawan korannnk~~! hihihihihi

On This Day In.......

2011-08-20T19:49:00.000-07:00

Nostalgia kembali. Fb slalu kuar nda alah nie kat tepi...kuarkan status yang kite dah buat pada tarikh yg sama taun lepas...some status makes me smile coz its so childish n very 'duhh' jiwenggss =D

but some also makes me thinking,"hey, that's the time when i so-called loved u..hurmm~~" papepun, really quite interesting when looking back at those status...

~~learned from the past darlink!hahahaha~~

On This Day In 2009

*eat nasi many2 arini b'coz esk already posye....guys..posye jgn xposye...salam ramadhan..=)

On This Day In 2010

*siyes, aku xnak pape pun brubah...."apa2" skalipun...♥ i love u the most.

*God gives me heart that is beating for a reason...

*im weary of all this....maybe i am just jealous n feeling insecure that u might leave me just like that...

*u used to said: kena kacau i dulu baru leh lena tido,...skunk pa jadi...kena kaco DIA dulu baru lena jadi...sanggup tidor lewat sebb dia... so, salah ke statement aku yang kata kau dah brubah..?? u xkan sanggup nak "tggu" i kan...think lar, lau u sakit sapa jaga..bukan nak ngungkit, tapi....nak suh u pk jer...*jgn sakit hati ngan saya

*if u dun like me touching u, tell me..i wont

if u dun like me asking u, tell me..i wont

if u dun like me calling u, tell me..i wont

if u dun like me texting u, tell me..i wont

if u dun like me love n care about u, tell me.. but sorry, i cant....

*maaf lar...kasar sangat bahasa saya tadi...xperlu fikir...just let it flow to the way things are....i will learning to accept n live with it....

# 2010 was hard on me but that hardness makes me stronger. too much hurts i guess. now, ill leave all that behind to be kept safely as a precious MEMORY. i moved on. (:

sounds like a good plan huh?? ^^

noted that im not in love at that time, i just cared too much over ~~a friend.~~

when i started to care, i do REALLY care.

what's ur status on this day in last year??? (;

credits to kakLom Farah Ainaa^^

randominism

2011-08-15T09:50:00.000-07:00

*currently playing I NEED YOU by WESTLIFE*

y randominism?

because im so RANDOM in

making u as my bestfren

fight with u

love u

miss u

then fight again

n 'leave' u after all we've been thru

im not strong

ure my everytin back then

things gotta change that time

so i gotta pull my decision.

i moved on

its just weird now

i still get the same feeling

after trying so hard to forget

but i guess it didnt work though

im still standing,

standing quitely by ur side

seriously

love is the answer for all

so RANDOM kan..?

hahaha, now i just smile in pain?

im holding my 'missing' inside

trying not to repeat 'things'

even i really2 wanted to start over

i do realize ive lost things i had

maybe i wanted to regain

coz that's all sounds fantastic to me

Demm, im so RANDOM.

sorry~~

but that's okay

sitting quitely like this

from far, is good enough

'kite tak boleh tamak kan'

hihihihi, as long as i can still c u smile

baby, that's ok.

(God, please keep it this way)

hey, im here!!!!*shouting quitely*

me with purple hoodie

notaselit: entry tentang perasaan. Pesanan, jangan teremosi sama. sekian.

regards,

ade

time: dikala esemen bertimbun

location: bilik sendiri

insane

2011-07-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

thought of going insane but still manage to deal with it

IN MY OWN WAY

ada RUMAH, ada TIANGNYA

ada BUNGA, ada TANGKAINYA

ada GULA, ada GARAMNYA

ada MANIS, ada MASAMNYA

ada NAIK, ada TURUNNYA

tomorrow i pegi BIG kat 'RUMAH MAMA'

satu hari sebelum itu,

ai dah capai salah satu wishlist ai

-22/7/2011-
with kak long n onald

happy but at the same time mixing with anxious-ness

about everytin

HAI people yg support me a lot, TERIMA KASIH / THANKS

TESLIANS superb

**but im still in doubt, cant deny it no matter what**

oh yeah!

2011-07-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

mama n abah are coming home

pray for ur safely arrival

sorry cant fetch u olls
y is it not holiday time lah
haiihhhhh,, nway...

iAllah next week thought of going home

this week will try to settle everything

xoxo

make sure there's sumtin for me okay!

yeah, next time, ill go to UK too. (:

one fine day with hubby..hahahahaha

*perasan kuat!*

dah2

lets wait for the return of the loved one ^^

p/s: CONGRATZ abg said on ur grads! proud of u! =D

mama n eth anak sape,..hahahaha (i do not own this pic =P)

abg said...kinda miss u,, come back quickly so that i can 'paw' u!!hahahahhaa

note that i couldnt find my abah punye gambar....will wait till it uploaded! (;

hate flu

2011-07-06T09:26:00.000-07:00

just an entry about hating flu

i do looks like 8 years old girl 'sobbing' around

-miss where there's a person takin care of me at this sort of time-

............................................

God, protect mama n abah there

y u guys so far away from home

missing mode oready

siblings too, all around this globe (':

love ma family

i hate sick

harsh

2011-06-21T09:30:00.000-07:00

hardly saying that im not so happy for this few days

about certain things happen

but still alive lah

aku xreti sangat nak expresskan diri secara telus mulus n fulus bab2 nieh

bior je dalam aku yg tahu n certain people yg aku rase bleh tahu

yg pasti, aku start off my 'recovery' session ASAP before its getting worse

cam 'virus' je nda2 tuh lam othak aku yg "suci" nie

hape hape pun,

aku tetap xlupa tuk happy for other things yg xberkaitan ngan perkara diats

urrmm, hidup cuma skali...biasa ar tuh lau da DOWN tahap dewa lam idup skali skala

"PERENCAH hidup tuk dijadikan PENGALAMAN yang mematangkan kite"

sedap ke x sedap ke hal kedua, cara PENERIMAAN kite tuh penting

dan aku skunk mmng sedang BERUSAHA.

bak kata2 org (even cliche) :

ALLAH itu ada n maha tahu apa yg terbaik tuk diri kite.

YES. FAITH tu penting.

**thanks to people which did try their best to lift up my spirit while im judging their thoughts is 'cliche'. even so, they still trying n being completely honest about it...AND, it is the reality anyway~~ (u should be thankful ain)

im slightly lost, guide me the best Allah

p/s: perhaps, just go wif the flow is the best now. my decision wud not be easy to make. i might regret it but im totally lost~~ hup can find THE way. i start to look at 'give up' as a choice. :/

adious for now,

"not trying is the same as failing" -ade

entry about holiday

2011-06-14T20:51:00.000-07:00

Down memory lane since the school holiday started on 27^th May 2011 until 3^rd June 2011 completed from Putrajaya to Terengganu with LOVE. No need to talk much, just see by urself (:

1^st day

@Maktab to Putrajaya

-packing for the last day of the semester at maktab.

-drive safely to Putrajaya with fantastic guidance from sis farah ainaa. A great experience created, HEY guys, i can drive alone to Putrajaya!!! =D **credits to my ayah su n mak su for lending me the car...u guys rocks!

-haa~~ im not wury about the jalan coz we had a great tourist guide as well as Good driver to drive us around PUTRAJAYA, the only expert of the road, sis Farah Ainaa lah, sape lagi...hohohoho^0^

2^nd day

@still Putrajaya

-FUN RUN. Such a big event of ‘Himpunan Sejuta Belia’ in collaboration with standard chartered. Even we didn’t win anything, I feel proud to beat my personal record of running 5 Km with a shorter time! Yeah! The fun part is, we had to suffer from sun burn because we forgot to put some sun block before started to run =DD

3^rd day

@also at Putrajaya

-YES, today was sis Farah n abg Nan fav activityà AEROBIKTHON. Readers, u should try it if there’s a chance...believe me, FUN is waiting for u...^.<

-nite, WE were on the bus all the way to Terengganu. noted that WE refers to me, kak Gee and kak Farah Ainaa, yup! She came along for holiday.

-will not forget to mention, its Sis Farah’s ibu birthday à 29^th May, happy birthday ibu^^

credit goes to MOHD ONALD for this pic..^^

from left: sis Atikah, me n Adib!!!!!

Adib peneman setia..=P

Aerobik day! sYiokk~~~

4^th day (start of bahasa rojak) ^^

Finally @Terengganu

-its actually the first day in Terengganu, after 7 hours of sitting. After subuh, Trus pengsan nmpak katil...=D...

-ptg we ronda2 Pantai Pandak, tmpat shooting Merong Mahawangsa*cadangan Din à senior jugak, sem 5 merangkap pengerusi persatuan anak Terengganu ipteknik* ikot serta, kak gee n adik2nyer, also k. Imanina *kawan sester k.Far*

-bermula jugaklah secara xlangsung, sesi tutorial ilmu2 photography oleh mentor saya...=D i enjoy abbess...! =D sambil nyelam, minum air.. ye dakk..??=P

org2 teganu sapa pata pandok weyhh :D

tekun mengajar dan diajar...^^

time to apply ape yg diajar`~~

sis Ainaa n sis Ima

featuring joiners!!!!!

the moment captured n safely kept (:

5^th day

@of course terengganu

- pagi2 lagi dah bangun tuk menawan puncak bukit besor...hehehhee tp harem...mama n abah je sampai ats, kami x...sebok ambik gmbar gipun xpkai kasut...hampir sampai,,hebak lar tu kan....hohohohoho *clap3*

- Ptg kite ronda kat masjid Kristal n sekitar Chinatown...Hebat! tp just the two of us je...ain ambik gmbar akak, akak ambik gmbar ain...hahahahahaha~~ model yg sama penuhkan memori miss OLY k.far...^^

- Pegy makang celup tepung tepi pata teluk ketapang n jumpe mokma, my granny kat umah dia trus....^^, paling syok...malam tu gakx k.far ajar wat kek batik versi Farah Ainaa...hahahahahaha ; korang ade..? =P

Bukit Besor.

macho ar neyh...=P

focusnyer org sebelah tuh...nek bukit 2 kali...hebak2!!!

tiap kali aku tgk gmbar nie tergelak derr coz caption yg sOsuai skali :
TEPI2, NAK BUNUH DIRI NIEH...=P

masjid kristal @ Taman Tamadun Islam

nok jugok...=D

hape yg difikirkan pun den x tau

botol air perlu sentiasa ada (: ill keep that in mind.

Chinatown KT

speechless ambe jd model~~wekks=P

try black n white pulop^^

strange place --> tema2...hahahahahah

6^th day

@its still Ganu

- Tuk hari nie kuar ptg sket tuk ke ‘Goldcoast’ seberang takir bak kate senior ai... ai sndri pun xpenah sampai situ ok..hohohohoho bersama cik kak mieya n adik, kak muni, n kidder adalah khaider*nama lam fb*...heeks tol...den takdo do kenal mereka2 until k.farah yg beria nak jmpe dowang n berphotoshoot...yg pling syiook. Kami lupa bawak bateri cik oly...xhidup lar dia tnpa nyawa itu...=P

- Sampai umah ptg tuh trus p ambik bateri, smbung photoshoot ngan lalang kat depan umah...senget2...hahahahahah~~ tp best, input bnyak dapat..yeah! an honour for me to shoot Farah Ainaa...XD...Malam ktaorg kuar lepak kat Zie corner with Din.

time to shoot

slagi ade bateri n memori, aku tekan, tekan n tekan!!! =D

MODE: FARAH AINAA AD'NAN

7^th day

@last day of terengganu

- Hari nie mmng kena kasik pulun sampai abbess. Tujuan utama perlu disettlekan... lawatan ke SESTER (sekolah lama k.farah)...fulfilling her wish is one of my duty as the loyal tourist guide here in terengganu..=D plus k.Imanina then k.ayu dat join us a lil bit later...HAHAHAHA, I feel like bnyak kawan k.farah ai daa kenal....wekkks=PP

- Paparazzi is me on that day ^^V

- Malam outin with my lil sis *finally* lepak kat Taman Tamadun Islam minum2 n makan...hahahahah..datang teganu mesti all about MAKANg!....=D

keje aku

keje dowang

berminat..?? kol saya tuk jd tourist guide di KT...pasti setia menemani tuk candidkan anda...hahahahaha (gilorrr~~)

8^th day

@no more Terengganu

- Nothing much coz its the last day k.Far kat sini n pagi2 dah bertolak ke KoLumpOr with k.Gee by car. Sedih jugakx time antar dia pas beli kropok Lekor becoz its been a while kitaorg spent time together..... However, we’ll meet each other soon...btw peeps, She’s part of the family now n are welcome to come here anytime, so do u my frens.^^V

-THE END-

p/s: gotta prepare for a new semester ^.<

its been a while

2011-06-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

yeah, its been a while ive not posting anytin

but i do peeping into others blog

been a good silent reader lately...hehehehhee

nway, how are u my blog? fuuhh, missin quite a post here (:

nevermind

hey peeps, i have a wonderful holiday after a stressful semester

not really looking forward for semester two...=D

tired! but im definitely not givin in anytin!

still have a long way to go...hohohoho^O^

wait for another post okay

cant wait to share with u olls^^

signing off, the smiling ade ((:

Exam Mode Will Not Be Random

2011-05-15T00:04:00.000-07:00

Easy, EXAM--> study --> get result --> laugh if u excel n cry if u failed

woooOh, it aint that easy for me...i need to stuggle...this sem quite give me 'heart attack' n 'study shock'

TOUGH SEMESTER i reckon!

BUT

it is not impossible, even not aiming for EXCELLENT, but I am aiming to do MY VERY BEST!

this is my promise to myself!

well, i guess it is least i can do for now...its quite late to start study but

"its better late than never n better try than not trying at all"

A LOSER IS CALLED A LOSER WHEN HE/SHE DID NOT TRY AT ALL

so, lets TRY even we have to DIE...muahahhahah..**crapping*

layan2:

im studying ironically

maintain cool okayh dalam duk study2

hah! important! dont get to serious yup~~smile is the best remedy of all~~

PALING PENTING : must have motivation...THEY would be the reason i will TRY MY VERY BEST.. YES!! (jadikanla mereka as desktop B/ground)

SO,

ANDA BAGAIMANA?

pesanan: for short term study methods, please study smart not study hard...(:

MAMA SAYA BEST

2011-05-07T09:50:00.000-07:00

~~amaran! entry ini sesimple yang boleh ajer...khas tuk MAMA saya sempena hari ibu.~~

ya, dia BEST bagi saya
sbb dia mama saya
sama macam mama awak
BEST jugak
sume mama dalam dunia yang telah menjaga anak dorang dengan penuh kasih sayang memang BEST

JAOHnyer mama skunk. Tuhan, leh tak esk biar tiba2 je mama datang ambik acik kat sini?

xpun bila acik bangun pagi, acik bangun kat umah...?

hehehe tau mustahil tp dengan kuasaMu, xda apa yang mustahil selagi kite ada FAITH.

mama! i love u mocho2..tggu acik balik...cam bese ar...make sure masak sesedap! yep, demand2!!hahahahaha

mama! nak adiah ke..?? pe kate suh abah bank in kan skit duet, hah,, acik belikan mama sumtin...=D

mama! thanks for helping me in fulfilling my wishlist... lots of <3 on that.

mama! ari ibu p lar mamam sesedap kat luar..xyah masak2...ngee~~walau acik xderk kan...~~=D

mama! acik xley jadi yg terbaik sangat kan tp akan cuba n trus cuba...u know me the best kan..?(:

mama! acik doa dari jaoh okay! sehat,gembira,murah rezeki selalu!

erh, lupa! SELAMAT HARI MAMA ^___^V

p/s: abah, i love u too auu..

yes, my superb mama

alahai,, 6 org cukup lah, jgn tmbah dahh..hahahah

Melaka negeri yg Selamat

2011-04-17T21:14:00.000-07:00

**(yes, i ponteng klas arini...4jam kot..no comment on that okay.) maaf abah n mama...=,="**

promo before....

cak!

korang tertanya-tanyakah napew tajuk entry camtu..? agagagagaGa, actually tu sbb time aku gi meLaka weekend2 lepas tuh..., aku prasan~~traffic lights kat meLaka setiap 500 mter...ahhahaha xsmpat nak tekan minyak, dah kena tekan brek balik..hohohoho..tp xngutuk erk...just menyatakan keunikan meLaka nie yg aku prasan....(: bagus pe kan..selamat kot...^^V

hah, papepun...mau stori kat korang sket sal gi Melaka ritu..well, mmng dah lama rancang..tujuan utama p meLaka coz nak gi MELAKA WONDERLAND..mau mandi manda kat sana..daa lama xmandi2 kot...agagagga..kebetulan, MIMIE CHROME dapat half price tuk masuk sana....waaAH, cooL ann..?=D

tp before tu aku xjamin akan ikut dorang coz aku ingat nak balik umah...tahap dewa dah masalah aku time tuhh...truk gak keadaan aku before...gi klas lewat, slalu letih, othak penim, jiwa kacau...grrrr!! nak kekoh orang rase...huhuhuhu..but then pk balik n nasihat dr kenkawan yg da kata bek gi sana...leh release tension..konfim xpk sal probs lagi...that's y aku decide tuk pegy MELAKA...

kami konvoi 2 buah kete, kete amal n kete ieyka...8 org sume...aku, mimie, dila(rumet mimie), amal, anis, ieyka, tengku n sarah...perghh,..kami pergi ari jumaat ptg, pas abis klas pas org smayang jumaat...syok2...! first time travel nek kete ngan kenkawan..hohohoho..lam ptg nak kat2 magrib kami sampai umah mimie, mak dia dah buat mee hailam...perghh~~sesuai sangat larr ngan keadaan sensorang poyot bunyi2 sume...tq aunty..(:

malam tuh p ronda2 bandar meLaka, p kedai makan tengku nyer family, nek cruise.n pagi sabtu tuh baru p Melaka Wonderland..! ^^

nak dijadikan cerita gak, kat Melaka wonderland tuh..ngah syok2 mandi erh...DJ kat stage tu tiba2 kata nak 3 laki, 3 pompuan tuk acara sumtin2 arh...aku n Mimie pa lagi~~berlari-lari rebut maskot yg da kat ats..hohoho..skali kena wat sumtin*dirahsiakan* n aku menang 2 gift voucher yg setiap satu berharga RM26 nett...hohohoho...best tuh...but aku kasik mimie sbb dia leh gi ngan ehem2 dia t...hakhakhak, aku nk gi ngan sape...???=,="~~precious moment, xsangka aku menang sbb niat mmng just wanna have fun n get rid all of problems in my mind at that time...xrugi p sana...hohoho..nway...jum layan picca!

p/s: thanks sume, i really had a good time...never feel better.

after da dslr mau pegy lagi...iAllah.

On Our Way

me n cik Della

^________^

-Nightin~tale-

Miss D

layannnn~~

Mimie C

GPS on cruise??

koya jugop!

ouh, my new part time job there..(:

this is Mimie Chrome

YUP our main purpose!

muke bahagia...=D

after done with all the fun!

Tiket!

dah abes okay~~balik yuK.

okay! daa abisss as-SALAM n balik yukk

this is soOo RANDOM.

2011-04-14T14:18:00.000-07:00

ESEMEN ini sangat AISEYMAN!

berlambak-lambak, bertimbun-timbun, berbukit-bukau, bergunung-ganang

segala macam lagi untuk cer kat korang nape aku xbrapa nk wat entry baru...
TENSEN jugak campur ngan beberapa perkara cam
"perasaan ingin puLang mencium tangan Parents"
"mau Driving"
"mau duk Diang, makang sedak"
"bile ade yang sakitkan hati kite, nak cepuk2 org je rase"
"postponed beli ehem2 sbb elaun Book sengaL masuk buLan 5 *sabor yukk*"
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keje lambak? COOL aje~~ chillx.=="

MOtif? tunjuk hanfon baru yg murah nie, beli sbb xtau nak watpe ngan duet time TENSYEN

motif lagi : tgk dah citer nie, sensorang kat wayang time TENSYEN giler2 kat TS last week.

waiting 4 this one...love always.

craving 4 this~~

~~miss this akak who gave me this klik sini~~

aihh...tringin nak update sal pegi MELENCONG ke MELAKA weekend lepas...

weeEEEeee sonok wa cakap lu

hah! macha~~nak smbung wat keje balik...bubuy noktah

t da mase aku update yup ~ta janji~ =P

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sambung sket gi...

1st skali, TQ to this particular homosapien that was born in this world by his mother for this lovely strong JerCi Malaysia. FIT me perfectly larh..(: <3 it okeh!

motif mau tunjuk JerC nie..psst: TQ der! muat2 je size..
identiti homosapien tersebut dirahsiakan demi menjaga sensitiviti rakyat Malaysia. harap maklum.

never forget to say, I MISS THEM.
God, Please protect them all the time. i know YOU will.

KOYA jum! kat MELAKA

1st thing aku buat time cuti 4 SBE ritu kat umah!

almost gave up on Adobe Photoshop but thanks God i did not. *praise for HIM*

however, really need to find TIME on this thing.(:

try men ngan multi-coloured lines.

GOT THIS QUOTE FROM GOOGLE IMAGE. nice one i reckon!

okay, sangat RANDOM kan...bubuy!

-p/s~ 5:17 a.m, Friday, April 15th 2011-

at-TENTION...!

2011-04-07T11:11:00.000-07:00

song: You n me by lifehouse
mood: miXing
note: A lot of people dont know me very well yet, include my friends. well, i dont know them that well too i guess.

yup...i miss u larh family!

i miss u lovely abah n mama.

i miss u great siblings.

i miss u superb grandparents

i miss u sweet home.

i miss u cool driving.

i miss u comfort bed.

i miss u good foods.

i miss u my TRANQUILITY.

they are the love of my life. wont be any other--ad

location: Pulai Spring Resort, JB

ouh, i also miss NETBALL like so sudden.

previous with Siti Farah N, Ummu N, Biah, Ayeen n all.

still remember my position, GK/GD i love defensing!

thats is why i am a very protective person towards people i love.

miss u girls, its been 3 years ive left it just like that since high school.

(unfortunately, ive lost all of my pictures on high school's life..)

HERE, i have a Family too

within myself only know who's in my context of my FAMILY

"OHANA means FAMILY, FAMILY means NOBODY LEFT BEHIND"

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despite everything happen, keep in mind:

A DEEP SACRIFICE to A PERFECT VICTORY

lots of love,

how GREAT a teacher can be

2011-03-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

today is the third day of my life as 'A TEACHER' to be

this morning, there's a tiny part of my brain said:

" im having the ultimate tiredness even its just for 3 days only, today i wont accept any class relief, I WONT! this is so frustrating, im getting annoyed sometime n somehow...grrrr! with all the ASSy given, hey, dun u look at us as human..?! "

but then, my heart still sticking to :

" yes, im tired but its just for one week n besides, this experience that i get, quite interesting n wont be any other, y i dun just enjoy my life to the fullest as 'A TEACHER' to those kids...those kids that excitedly wants us ( as new teacher to them) to be in their classes AGAIN...? isn't it a good sign that im not that bad being as a teacher..? thanks to u all pupils, cg Ain can stick to the positiveness in this profession...up until now, i will not give up! "

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*brain stop working!*

okay, kite sambung ngan cite sebenar yg aku nak citer...

hari ni jugak aku melangkah masuk ke bilik guru tahap satu

aku melihat sekeliling, ramainyer cg sedang duduk berborak2... tapi mata aku tertumpu pada seorang guru yg FAMILIAR sahaja di kotak memori aku nie... "cam CIKGU tu..tp,,urmmm... " pastu aku trus ignorekan je ape yg terdetik di hati aku ne...

but then,

...

CIKGU itu memandang aku dan melihat tag nama aku.. " erh, awok AIN op?, Ain Dalila yg skoloh sini dulu kan mase darjoh 1.. betul? " secara spontan CIKGU meneka.

aku dengan gelabahnya memandang CIKGU tu again n said "betul lah tu*tersenyum lebar* , CIKGU masih ingat kat saya? "

CIKGU ketawa je, "awk bleh plark tgk saja cg gitu, bakpe? dop ingat doh ke cikgu..??cikgu boleh ingat ke awak...."

Ain: bukan dop ingat CIKGU, perasan doh td tp dop brani tegur takut saloh, ye larh...saya duk koloh nie SETAHUN SAHAJA, tu pun mase darjoh satu tahun 1998...lepas pada tuh saya pindoh n xpernah doh jejak mula kaki skoloh nie sampai skrg nie, CIKGU sangat maintain, awek muda sangat CIKGU errr tp prasan plop CIKGU ngan saya..saya besor doh nie errr...hehehehhe

" CIKGU ketawa dan berkata lagi " CIKGU ingat nama awak bile tgk tag nama tuh, kalu tgk muke dop cam2 pun...hehehehehe...awak tuh hok tgk je cikgu td tp dok tegur...cikgu nie takut saloh orang...18 thun cikgu duk sini, tp still ingat awak nie, nama ayah awak tajudin kan,dulu keje telekom..ler ni keje mana pulop..?? duk Losong gi ke..??hoh, cikgu ingat lake gi pasal awk *ketawa besar*

Ain: (TERPEGUN) cikgu!! biar betul ingat belaka lagi...saya duk sini SETAHUN mase umur 7 tahun, saya cume ingat yg saya penoh skoloh sini n ingat cikgu je, kawan2 pun sorang dua je yg ingat tu pun dorang xingat doh ke saya...tp cikgu..HAHAHAH, adakah saya nakal sangat dulu>???hehehehehe

~~maaf, berborak lam loghat kami lerrr...~~

dan kami berborak2...bla~bla~bla~bla~

cikgu Ain sangat TERPEGUN dan RESPECT (': (terharu jugak) CIKGU RUHAIDA merangkap GURU KELAS 1 AKRAB TAHUN 1998 yang masih sangat ingat kat bakal cikgu AIN nie... p/s: salah satu sbb saya balik ke sekolah nie adalah saya rindu kerana saya part of this school jugak once even its just for one year only... but i wonder too, aku nie nakal sangat ke dulu..? or aku da wat sumtin sampai CIKGU RUHAIDA ingat camnie...hahhahahaha...biarlah rahsia~~

-CIKGU RUHAIDA IS A GREAT TEACHER OF MINE-

adios,

Tcer to be

a GREAT future teacher wannabe

ini cerita pasal SBE lah

2011-03-20T08:59:00.000-07:00

dulu nek basikal, sekarang nek kereta

dulu pakai uniform, sekarang baju kurung

dulu pkai lencana, sekarang nametag

dulu attendance diambil CIKGU, sekarang CIKGU yang ambil

dulu ke kelas bawa beg galas, sekarang bawa beg tangan

dulu tempat duduk mengadap papan hitam, sekarang tempat duduk mengadap murid

dulu perlu hanya tunggu CIKGU tuk masuk kekelas, sekarang ditunggu oleh murid

dulu makan dikantin perlu beratur, sekarang ambil dan terus duduk makan

dulu beri salam kat CIKGU, sekarang diberi salam "Assalamualaikum CIKGU"

tu lah serba sedikit bingkisan yang dapat aku huraikan mengenai pengalamn pertama menjejakkan kaki ke sekolah sebagai seorang guru (pelatih) atau CIKGU (pelatih)...

*agak skema + sengal yer ayat aku* hahahahaha...xder2...nak citer....hari ni, 20/3/2011 ari ahad..aku dengan jayanyer redah laju2 pagi td ngan kete sbb takut terlewat tuk assembly pagi ke sekolah kebangsaan Pusat Chabang Tiga ( bekas skolah darjah satu 1) ahaks... saje pilih skolah tu...cam menarik je sbb skolah harapan terengganu kot...ala2 cluster larh..then naseb bek smpat smpai ngan slamat tp assembly cancel due to the rain...YES! aku slamat..agoGo~~

malam before tuh, aku dah cuaX tahap dewa sampai tido pun kul 2.30*paksa tuhh* mmng anxious cam esk nak gi amek exam SPM...agagaggaga but then sampai msg from several frens kat maktab *kot FB n HP* TESLIANS, ezz ahmad, kakak, k.MIMIE n sume.... also from AKAK Farah Ainaa ...tq kak...lifts up my spirit jugak tuhh....^^ sangat 'hensem' msg kamu...agaggagaga tp tgh2 mlm tu jugak agak cuak secara mendalam lagi trus msg kak Fieza syg yg kasik choc tu...hohohoohoo..maaf ganggu pepagi bute akak oii..tp cuak thp dewa n xtau nak msg sape dahh....nway TQ billion kalinye sbb layan lagi 'kegilaan' Ain semalam hehehehhe...msg anda pun sangat 'kacak' di inbox saya....(: termasuk yg pagi td...hohohohoho... lots of loves to all of u yg bantu lifts up my spirit n encourage me....!!!!!!

ouh..., SELAMAT BERPRAKTIKUM AKAK2 SEM 5

~Suweet~

bla~~bla~~bla~~bla~~( mau citer pendek2 n ringkasan je)

ingat mau pusing+survey+observe+identify skolah nie dulu hari ni but then dpt task baik punyer from PK *erkk..o.O aku xingat PK ape...hohohoho* nway, dia suh masuk kelas tuk ganti CIKGU yang tak hadir....aiyarkk..apakah skolah ini kekurangan guru..??? "ouh NO"--> perkataan yang digunakan before masuk klas but then---> "ouh NICE" jugak... kami seramai 5 orang nie masuk ke kelas2 berkenaan....tuk harini dpt darjah 2,3 ngan 4...HAH! ambik ko..trus dpt 4 klas tuk hari ni...bersama cg SBE len (sila rujuk bahagian akhir entry ini)subjek, pJ, BM n Muzik...ahaks....nek giler rase...ne larh blajar dah sume2 tuu...tp men bantai ngan game je kat murid2 tuh.. Allahamdulillah, dorang sume overall nmpak aktif n xbosan ngan kami...heks~~ aku accomplish misi pertama sebagai sorang CIKGU berwawasan* daa start ngarut* wakakakka=D... papepun, hari ni was okay for the first day..still got 4 days more to go...n dikira berjalan lancar larh...

da several gmbar yg tlah aku pilih n edit sket jew sal xdek masa nie, *ecececece luga weyh, anda leh muntah skunk*...^0^ sambung2...gambar2 sket tuk tatapan korang....ahaks....

HOLLA^.^

murid tahun 2/3..xhengat~~,

peace sume-PRA SEKOLAH KIDS

suasana 2 AMAL-1st class masuk..ngee~

this school is full of wonderful green landscape

kiut sungguh tp loya buruk kuat..==" -tahun 4-

dia REQUEST satu gambar =D

*sila ignorekan tulisan buruk itu*- CG AIN sedang mengajar MUZIK..wakkakaakaka

mereka TWIN..! TINA-TINI

budak2 kecil yang menarik~~anda cumil belake~~

kami berLIMA berSBE berSAMA

Assembly cancel due to rainy day...wut a 'LUCKY DAY'..=D

mai tepuk ngan CIKGU!!

LASTLY- wajah comel mereka lagi mengakhiri tatapan kali ini^^

banana in its skin (in a nutshell) :

HARI INI DALAM SEJARAH --> PENGALAMAN YANG MENARIK TUK DISIMPAN LAM KOTAK MEMORI OTHAK AKU!!!^^V peace all...

p/s: CIKGUCIKGU SBE BERSAMA

CIKGU HAFIZIE-IPGK Dato' Razali Ismail
CIKGU THOHA-IPGK DARUL AMAN
CIKGU ATIKAH-IPGK KOTA BHARU
CIKGU FARAH-IPGK PENDIDIKAN TEKNIK
n
CIKGU AIN-IPGK PENDIDIKAN TEKNIK

updated!

2011-03-14T23:39:00.000-07:00

mau update KOT sebenar, innovasi, pangkor, festival sekolah..hah, ckp lar pe je...bnyak kot....
slow2 k..yg mana smpat aku update...hehehe..bnyak gi keje len....^0^

tp mau ckp ne...yg utama...aku dpt magic box...hadiah dr akak Fieza yg disayangi...^^ thanks akak..akan ku ingat dirimu dibalik kemanisan gula2 itu....(:

another story,,, skunk dalam kesibukan bergelumang dengan ASSy,,,*cam biasa lau da cuti*...finally ive move forward to actually start learning photoshop...dont u know its one of my wishlist to actually start leaning it. huh, dah lama pasang niat mau blajar but always get stuck by sumtin...but now,, thanks to me..hahah..nope, thanks to one of this senior, k.Farah...kasi semangat nak blajar....im actually start learning it....hohohohoho..hupfully xsparuh jalan....kih3...

another story lagi..,, aku bermatlamat mau memiliki DSLR satu....! suma org tau...lam wishlist kot...hurmm..

tp tuk itu,, aku terpaksa korbankan certain2 thing yg tlah tersedia lam list aku...patutkah...??

dilemma aku....or aku ptt bersabar lagi....eth...arhh..xpenting sangat kot...biar dulu...tgk Tuhan punye takdir kat aku camne...ngeee~~~ sempoi abis ayat...lalalalallala~~~

yg penting skunk aku ada kat rumah...! mau enjoy n tol2 pakai masa yg ada ni sebetul-betulnyer....t aku nyesal...hohohoho...

-akan diupdate dr masa free yg ade yup..-

da prob..? cari aku tuk settlekan....

paparazzi seketika

2011-03-05T03:45:00.000-08:00

disebabkan org oren tu cakap ambik gmbar dr blakang nmpak ~~gemokx~~

yg pasti, yg nie bukan dr belakang dah...hohohoho ^0^
(puas membelek2 gmbar yg sosuai)

MAAFkan kamera nie yg ambik gambar curik, tp syuker tgk gaya begitu...lalalalalaala

*jgn kena saman suda pasne,,xdew uet dahh...hihihi*

cool ark dia..?(;

PEACE akak, ^__^V

notaselitselit: baru je berkenalan ngan akak nie, stlah hmpir 2 taun duk sini..ahaks, bukan pe.. Tuhan dah setkan camtu,xkesahlah...actually, dah lama prasan dia kat sini.. satu maktab, satu blok kot..kebetulan lark, diri ini mengenali rakan seperjuangannya, k.Fieza cumil yg tlah dikenali sejak dr taun lpas,, =D cuma baru skrg da kesempatan nak berkenalan..aku nie kan jenis slumber but agak pemalu

*-____-* kah3....time KOT ritu larh, slumber badak kasik Ice Lemon Tea from vending machine kat tepi tu kat dia...hahahhaha, agak malu ye disitu tp nama pun tindakan spontan...aiyarkk...lawak tol...huhuhu maaf kak, xpasal2 terkejut kasi air tuuh..hahahah ahh, jnji tup2 dapat kenal...lalalala...aku xsepopular dia, segan gak nak 'buzz'2 nie =P...okay, mesti wonder why on earth am i posting this entry...sbb aku xde keje sangat n i like akak nie, saya suka photos dia *=D* dan DIA COOL! ~~macam saya -=P uweeekkkk-~~...*sah2 da yg kembang sana kembang sini* better aku stop...heheheh... easy as that larh people... ^o^V

nway, SALAM KENAL. (to be serious, im a junior n ure my senior (?_?)-usop cakap "inilah pentingnya english education" XD -)

p/S; nak follow blog k.Fieza, tp permission denied ja *so far larh*...
-jom ^sengih^ aje lew-

mau ikut jugak....

2011-03-02T15:14:00.000-08:00

sangat teringin pergy ke sana for ur graduation day abgku oii..

abg said a.k.a Aizat panchasitara (name lam fb)

kalaulah cuti sekolah, mmng dah pegy.....maaf ler xdpt pegy jugak...=.="
cukuplah ngan mama n abah sahaja yg pegy k.

yg merinduimu,

-acik-

p/s: next time kite pegy k same2 satu family, u keje, dpt duit bnyak2 then sponsor tiket PAKEJ ---> flight, makan, tmpat tido etc. hihihihi ^0^V
plus kite gi gak tmpat tasya, aimie, n hopefully one day tmpat 'future' afieq n adik...hohoho

-i'll to get my master's done "somewhere" too...*0*-

stealing pic from ur latest prof picture dear brother...(:
compared to abah, he is more good looking larh... ngee=D

~~ohh, he is in UK ;)~~

Snap! Snap! Snap!

2011-03-01T01:06:00.000-08:00

i wanted to leave back all the saddy things behind, there's a lot of things going on that can make me enjoy my life to the fullest.

friends all over give me reason to smile n i got to prove it with Photo. this moments is captured by DSLT IFAH JAWAHIR. thanks pah for letting me play with ur baby...hehehhe..i really had a good time with it...lalalalallalaa..

p/S: KOT 2011, part 1.

venue: padang jew.

People in charge: 5 PISMP *clapclapclap^^*

(aku xedit, malas plus xpandai gak..hahahahha)

notaselitselit: best woo event2 camnie mengusha-usha manusia yg ade sekeliling...hik3..aku mmng xdak keje len but at least, nda2 camnie leh ilangkan sebentar stress kite terhadap kerja2 yang ada tu..wahh gituu... AKU suka positif, KAMU pun suka positif, KITE suka positif. Yayy!!!

im cute right? i know...XD

mereka lawan lompat tinggi

AJK hadiah- kak mimi(:

Zubier yg merah tuu

abg nie HEBAT, tu kak Farah Aina ngah snap2 *wink2^^*

TEMENGGUNG by ZUBIER

junior TESL..=D

ragam tok cha-JPP kito!

Ezz ahmad dan IFAH JAWAHIR(pah)-tuan punye DSLT^^

atin, k.cherry, Anis ngan kakak

dimple dia sangat cumil..^_^

cho neun, ad..ye ge chinggu ya, ezz ahmad.

kami TESLians.

makan2 bersama k.Ha

dia Fatin

k.HA

akak nie sporting giler, xtau nama apa but dia comey..thanks sudi ambik gmbar..hohoho^O^v

wooo, notaselitselit lagi nie..aku masuk senam tari/seni auuuw...hahahahha..rata2 yg kenal aku agak terkejut ngan penglibatan aku lam senam kesenian nie...hahahaha, al maklumlah aku nie ala2 boyish derr...kesenian? not my style sangat...hehehehe seni aku suka, p bab ni, no komen....t da entry yup sal KOT sebenar...hahahaha.. TAHNIAH korang dapat tengok aku menari chachacha...hahahahaha, suma daa panggil aku DALILA...aihh, jgn tukar yerp kenkawan... AIN ngan AD daa okay kot... =P... SENAM TARIIIIII GO!!!!

sambung 2 lagi:

suka shot nie, still xpandai men lighting..huhuhu p/s: orang oren- farah aina n rosly

ZUBIER lagi, tapi dia hebat, saya KAGUM dengan dia.

dia dah jauh

2011-02-27T08:28:00.000-08:00

kawan,

mata saya penat sangat

hati saya dah lali

jiwa saya selalu berat

awak,

smoga berbahagia.

urs truly,

-ad-

jgn risau, saya akan baik2 sahaja.

::FINISHED::

2011-02-25T04:43:00.000-08:00

arhh...wakatta~~

finished another K-Drama..!
in about 4 days..?huhuhhuhu

-my rating: 5 stars-

very touching how kim joo won wanna wins gil ra im's heart

cud my love story be like that..??

arhh, dun wan dun wan...im COOL yo..! muhahahahhaXD

besides, im not the 'love' type of person now, (if u read my story, u'll know)

but its not wrong to berimaginasi kerocho??~~~~~lalalalallalalallaa

chongmal, chuaye yo.^^

quote:

"do u know what is the scariest hatred is?
when a love become hatred"

quote:

"even i turn my body away,
my heart wont turn away..."

quote:

"no women in the world would start a love with an ending."

My QUestion:

"how sweet a love story in reality compared to drama?"

entry bukan untuk kamu pun...

2011-02-23T10:39:00.000-08:00

yep, sbb entry nie hanya untuk saya...

orang yang xsuka jiwang, jgn bace yer..

nanti boring, jgn salahkan saya...

saya terasa nak menangis jer...

setelah apa yang berlaku

still, saya tak boleh tahan tuk senyum jika awak senyum..

macam......semua yang pahit itu hilang begitu jer..

wahh.., dasyat jugak senyuman awak erk...

ish, tp kenapa sekejap jer time2 camtu berlaku...

*aishh, idung berair daa*

mata bergenang ngan air jugak...

tp saya tersenyum, bila ingat senyuman awak tuuh..

cud it be,, saya syg awak sangat??

saya masih syg awak cam dulu errh..??

tp sy cakap kat orang len, saya dah xsayang awak cam dulu lagi

kite jus ok...

aiishh...nasib baik time nie sume org dah tido...sy xsuka org tgk saya camni..

buruk larrh, TAK COOL langsung...

mata saya penat..,hari yang sangat penat tapi kenapa saya xtidor lagi..?

sbb saya asyik terpikir kan awak...

lately, awak slalu ada dpn saya..camne lar saya xterpikirkan awak..

ommo! lau org bace nie, mesti ingat saya tengah cakap sal tuutt or tettt or ehem ehem..

kepada pembaca: suke hati larh awak nak pikir sape pun..biar saya simpan orang ni tuk pengetahuan saya je..

sambung balik, awak slalu ade dpn saya...

padahal, saya dah cakap cam nyampah nak tgk muke awak..

betul larh blog saya punye nama nie..

my heart mean it but my brain doesnt

my brain say it but my heart not mean it..

same meaning larh tuhhh...

sampai skrg saya masih nangis sal awak..

perlu ke..??walaup saya dah janji xkan nangis or ambik tahu apa2 lagi sal awak..?

susah...susah lau maen ngan perasaan..

hey awak,

saya tahu saya bukan yang terpenting lam hidup awak tapi awak agak penting lam hidup saya..

ahh, i say it already..n it not feel good at all coz u dont know it. n i wont tell u..

saat kite maen, jln sama2, minum, gelak, sume tu buat saya rindu sangat ngan awak

dan saat itu jugaklah yang buat saya lupa akan ape situasi kite sekarang..

yep, saya nmpak okay kan..??HAHAHAHXD

tu sbb saya seorang yg pandai berlakon..no doubt right?

xperlu compliment, i knew it already..

pelik kan tapi yup, saya xkan bagitau awak, selagi saya boleh tahan, saya tahan even setiap hari saya kena tidur lewat, setiap malam saya akan nangis, setiap masa terpikirkan awak, setiap detik tgk gambar awak, setiap degup jantung saya sekarang ni untuk awak.

kan best lau hidup cam drama korea....cakap je ape pun, jadilah apapun, datang lah apapun...at the end, sume tau akan ada eppy ending or at least ade ENDING dia.. hidup realiti nie ne tau ending camne..n pe akan jadi lau kite ckp pape....sume hanya ada kemungkinan je...tapi ini cerita bukan drama korea, ini drama aku sendri, dunia realiti tidak sama ngan dunia drama..pengarahnya satu je..Dia.
saya nak curi sangat tangan awak dengan tangan saya ne.
saya nak curi sangat dahi awak ngan mulut saya ne..erhh, Over lark..huhuhuhu(:

apapun, mmng xdapat dinafikan, saya sorang je da perasaan camtu.. saya je yg over thinking n saya je yg terlebih emosi kat sini...saya tahu, apepun saya buat xkan boleh kembalikan kite yg dulu..asal awak bahagia termasuklah lam mimpi saya dah cukup melengkapkan 24jam yang saya ada.senyuman awak dah cukup walau saya tahu, senyuman itu bukan untuk saya lagi...tapi xpe, saya Okay^^V

ne lerh xokay kan....hihihihihi

ohh, dah xda airmata turun..i think i should go now..

untuk hari ini, sampai disini je sayang saya lam dunia ini..

saya nak sambung lam mimpi lark, kat situ lagi indah...(':

aishh.,,saya mana nangis! (its a lie)

p/S: im writing wuts in my mind only..bo go shipdo..
saya xNAngis auu...saya supergirl.

hushh harsh...

2011-02-22T08:33:00.000-08:00

ssshhhh, hear me say....

it was raining n im thinking of u.

in the rain, i run for u

in the rain, i search for u

in the rain, we fight

in the rain, we loved

in the rain, we're apart now.

sshhh,,

but im not blaming the rain

im not blaming u or myself too

i guess im just missing u sometimes

how i wish i cud

hold ur hand tightly,

cuddle u warmly,

kiss ur forehead gently,

whispering slowly,

i love u

saranghe

wo ai ni

cha ra khun

te amor

-SAYA SAYANG AWAK-

hushh, do u know who u are?
damn, u dont anymore! =(

aida n geng

2011-02-16T05:27:00.000-08:00

simple je..post ne sesimple yg dpt aku buat..but sangat bermakna..
aku tol2 rindu korng...esp ko aida....
time dpt msg ko ajak aku p 'cuti' skali kat melaka..eager giler aku nak pegy..excited dow...
tp nak wat camne..aral ada..xdpt lar..but aku okay..huhuhu
nway..yg aku nak stress kat sini..aku RINDU ko n yg len...!! serius...(;

common but meaningful

2011-02-15T08:15:00.000-08:00

simple:

i miss u giler-giler..!

*fullstop banyak-banyak*

dah!

Zzzzzzz not now

2011-01-27T11:26:00.000-08:00

cant close my eyes even my heart tumping to have it rest

thinking of something

hate this

FED UP! >/

brain is no longer working

hands still typing

close eyes again

pen without its cap lying on my notebook

im not touching

urghh...! hard to be like this

one thing i can say

IM SO PATHETIC

in waiting someone who would never noticed im waiting

-will go back home, hopefully in peace-

adious,

for u, dear great friend..xo

2011-01-18T05:18:00.000-08:00

love u..(: xoxo!

by bruno mars-count on me..love this song!

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep

I'll sing a song beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

erkk..lama xupdate!

2011-01-16T07:36:00.000-08:00

mmng slalu aku yg berslah terhadap OVERprotecting sumone..
ngee--maaflah.. sbb sy syg awak lar sy jd cmtu...!
oit awak dengar x ne..?? smpai ati awak...wat sy cam xwujud..
xpe larhh., sy redha...
(pehal lar aq ckp sensorang ne) melalut time...~~~lalalalalal~~~

note:lappy xdak...xleh nak update lagi...

1.1.11

2011-01-01T01:39:00.000-08:00

well, isnt it is a beautiful number 1.1.11....hah, xdak lark dengar citer org kawen arinie..hehehehhe

nway.... nak cakap jer..

HAI 2011,, smoga kite jd kawan yg baik smpai penghujung k....huhuhuhu

BYE 2010,, smoga kenangan2 yg terindah akan berkekalan dan yg pahit boleh dibuang..=D

LETS US LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

Day Ten: One confession.

2010-12-31T19:26:00.000-08:00

i've been so 'naughty' along year 2010, i'm sorry to those who are being hurt because of me....i'll be back with slightly new Ain Dalila...maybe some of u might see the differences in me n maybe some will not...as long as i know, im still walking on the right track for myself.... however, my life is still full of love, don't worry...~~

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

2010-12-30T10:58:00.000-08:00

well, only two...

everytin will be just fine n im really looking forward for 2011 and hopefully i will be a better person in future...

AND

like always,

I am so Damn COOL n wanted to be COOLER..!hahahhahahha

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

2010-12-30T04:57:00.000-08:00

urmm....hehehehhe....hahahahhaha....hohohohohoho....*got y im giggling merrily..?*hahahahahahXD yeah,, u bet it is....that blue2 thing....hahahahahahahXD..na'aah...just joking...! no way man...im not that easy larh...=DXD

well, enough playing......urmmm

1st thing is of course MYSELF..! what else... i love myself...hey, im so great sometimes...too good too be true man....yes i am...! i dun give a crap of what u'll say,, ade is prasan or wutso eva...it's my blog...! in fact, if i dun be turn on by myself first, how im supposed to be with other things..?? *?*- a big question mark here, im CRAPPING AGAIN!

2ndly would be MY LIFE, again...its a subjective thing so that i kinda love it so much.... it can turn me on anytime but also turn me off easily....yeah, it is too subjective and complicated until ive never get grade A for it... *shame on me* but im still trying my best....

3rdly is THE PEOPLE AROUND ME...yes, thats include u silly.. who are reading this now...*Thanks, im grateful*......they are the one who really turn on MYSELF n MY LIFE...they are the people who are full of love n willingly to shared it with me....each one of u have ur own uniqueness which i adores so much... even i may hate some of u a little, but that just because i am jealous of u...*ouhh dun thanked me =P*...u should be proud of it...just like i did...yehaaa!!!!

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

2010-12-28T18:51:00.000-08:00

1) Myself- sometimes i just dont know who i am

2) the Love- that i cant control n become the greatest fear i need to overcome

3) the Life- which refers to whenever i am not confident with myself n let down others dramatically~~

4) the 'Light'- urmm...i can barely see it....well, i would like to enjoy my life to the fullest

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

2010-12-27T21:13:00.000-08:00

erk..? only 5..??!!! xcukup!!!!!! arghhhhh tension!!!!
XDXDXD
nway

MYSELF

MAMA

ABAH

ADIK BERADIK

KAWAN

hahaha...padan muka, aku wat general....senang...(:

lots of love to those people...~~

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

2010-12-26T22:11:00.000-08:00

well

1st: love somebody TOO much

2nd: said bad things about others

3rd: lie to my parents

4th: had a crush on ...

5th: trying to brag...=.="
6th: pabila xsengaja tinggal sembahyang

am i such a jerk..??

but

there is thing ive regretted n some i am not...

im back!

2010-12-26T21:55:00.000-08:00

yes i am

i will continue with my challenge with

"Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done"

then later, i shall story bout my holiday....~~

break!

2010-12-21T09:06:00.000-08:00

recently, ive been quitting from working n today was supposedly my last day but i didnt go as i woke up 1 Hour late on a very cold weather(hujan)...., which then i decided, "arghh, it's so cold n it really feels so damn good to just be laying down covering my body with warm blanket...aaawwww...~~"...XD...

very lazy arr this girl, n so not good as if, don't want to go for work n not informing anyone about it....lalalallalaa..

my bad, nevermind, ill say sorry later,,,*promised*...i need to go back there too to send those uniform back but after i come back from HOLIDAY larh....

yes,, i'll be on my HOLIDAY with family...at last....!!! fuhhh....,, a little break before starting to worry about freaking scary final exam result...! YES!, ive been thinking about it lately...dont u??!...huhuuhuhu

anyway, i'll be out for around a week like that n sorry to say for the challenged im working on my blog now, ill continue it later k....^^V peace out...hey, im not quitting, just take a break....(:

ouhh, btw.., im looking forward for my holiday this time as if i feels like there's been a long long time we as a family going out together as my parents really busy with their work...u bet on it..!

later, ill tell u*if i remember n "rajen"* where on earth that me going okay?

hahahahhahaha...but first, here is the sneak peak...(=P)

(_haiyaaaa!!_)

(_hehehe privacy kena jaga_)

(_peace out first_)

(_xkan oliday New zealand kot_)

hahahha so long...TATA!

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

2010-12-21T08:30:00.000-08:00

i am not really good at describing on what is in my freaking crazy brain but nway...:

1st- FOOD

2nd- parents

3rd- friends

4th- facebook

5th- blogspot

6th- stalking

7th-LOVE

yeah! this is it..but actually, there's a lot more in THIS MIND...just gotta utter only 7 right?..(: ohh, n u, definitely owez pop up in MIND *which i pronouns it as MINE*

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

2010-12-19T19:37:00.000-08:00

everyone must be waiting for this...hahahahah*PRASAN*...totally im crapping there...=P but nway... here is 8 POSSIBLE ways actually to win my heart....hahahhahaha..( u, totally have a chance...[; )

*buy me a birthday present with a cake...easy right?hehehehe

*listen when i speak, n ill listen to urs...ahaks, more easier.....

*hey, ur face doesnt matter much but please be NEAT..it is all matters...

*if u forget my name for the couple time, ill forgive u..after that, "sorry, u just lost ur chance"

*look after me sometimes...not all the time...i can take care of myself too...

**double star for being REALLY understanding.....OMG! this is so impossible to find.

*take me as i am...thats all i need.

*u have what it takes? this last but not least way is: dont ever think about being with me so easily,, right now, i can just be ur dream coz nobody really 'saw' me all this time....got wut i mean...? it was only just my imagination to have all the ways up there to actually win my heart..?? yes, i do have that kind of feeling but not really much anymore....ive owez love somebody in a wrong way n hurt them...i wont do it anymore..i dont have to believe in it too much...i will just believe that it will come one day...the one will come one fine day... when it all is not just a dream anymore... right now is just not the time YET...
coz right now, my family n friends had win my heart!! there's no other...

XD, read my crapiness already??? how was it??? but nway.....im a COOL girl...not playing this lovey dokey things larh...*cakap besar kot*...who bloody cares....my life, my rules k..!=P

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

2010-12-19T09:08:00.000-08:00

okay, this one, i do not really sure how to exactly put it all out but i tried to make it as truly as i possibly can alright..?hehhehehhe...no harsh judgement please...it is just wut i think of myself...~~

9. im one in a million

8. pretty optimistic

7. kinda sensitive

6. very caring

5. hopefully helpful

4. sort of crazy

3. my life, my rules

2. definitely cool

1. im full of love

*wink wink* ^________________^V

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

2010-12-18T07:53:00.000-08:00

1. Atul: tq(;

2. Aida: love u <3

3. SFN: u're the best

4. SYM: sorry, no more *caring* after this..i promised.

5. Aween: weyh, kau CooL

6. Fatin: Maceh for everytin

7. Mama: nak mamam banyak2 kat umah before balik sana

8. Abah: acik nak bawak kete next year

9. Nana: jom kuar!

10. YOU: I LOVE YOU...YES, U! WHO ARE READING THIS..!(DYLA N MIMIE jugak yerp)

**aku letak pe yg aku rase nak gtau org diats masa sekarang nie..

quote: i love my life with all this people n people around with me now!

promise must be DONE

2010-12-18T07:43:00.000-08:00

this supposed to be done long time ago but because of my laziness n what so eva..., i just can fulfill my promised now...hehehehehe..sorry tul n thanks for tagging..(:

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people

right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

akit...~~

2010-12-12T20:01:00.000-08:00

i hate sakit..

bukan pe....

aku ne jarang sakit orgnyer....n bila kena sakit tu..mmng sakit sungguh...

aihh...

arini supposed to work but i cant go...

its freakin hurt larhh....

sorry yer manager....

urmm...but nway...

gotta go thru this calmly

hey, im still COOL k..!

:/

2010-12-09T08:13:00.000-08:00

okay, aku...

TOMBOY

so?

okay, aku

suke berlagak COOL

so?

okay, aku

memang cam LAKI sket

so?

okay, aku

agak EGO

so?

okay, aku

memang xda BOYFRIEND

so?

okay, aku

kadang2 SENSITIF

so?

okay, aku

memang 'LAIN' drp adik bradik aku

so?

okay, aku

xbrapa nak CANTIK sbb aku xcerah

so?

okay, aku

agak LEMBAP

so?

okay, aku

memang PROTECTIVE giler

so?

okay, aku

memang kadang2 suka buat MASALAH

so?

okay, aku

agak PEMALAS

so?

so?!so?!so?!

da masalah ngan AKU diatas..??

maaf, aku xsempurna...aku xleh jadi sempurna pun...

n kamu sume pun xbleh...percayalah...xda org lam dunia ne sempurna...

sapa prasan dia sempurna,,alamatnye xlama dah tuu hidup...

*giler kasar..,,MAAF..!*

**post ini dibuat kerana rasa tiba2 terhadap diri ini...tp percayalah...ain dalila a.k.a ad or ade fox sangat positif...dia xkesah sangat pe org pk..,,lau dia kesah..dah lama dia ~~bunuh diri~~... yg pasti skunk dia eppy je ngan hidup dia n cuba jadi diri sendri mengikut keadaan..sbb dia tau,,hidup nie x elok tuk disia-siakan begitu sja...kena penuhkan ngan rasa2 +ve pluss+please gituu...!!! sape2 rase xleh trima aku, aku tak tacing2 er..sbb aku rasa masing2 da hak tuk pikir papepun terhadap org lain asal berpada2 tu jer..gi pun,,aku da ramai kawan pe...syiok..!!!.lau xsuka, rasa xleh trima..xyah la layan aku ne...memang aku ngaku aku agak senteng..! XD .. org suka aku, aku suka org tu balik! yehaaa,,andre andre.....~~

AKU SAYANG DIRI AKU

I LOVE MYSELF ~~so damn much~~

SO?!

"ape arhh manusia ne, cam2 ragam da...memang enthusiasm tinggi tol..."-AD

wutcha say?

2010-12-09T05:44:00.001-08:00

the early bird gets the worm but the second mouse gets the cheese!

rase fresh sket...

2010-12-08T15:14:00.000-08:00

hampir sblan dah cutii...
sedar xsedar...ive almost tinggalkan semua nyer kisah kat iptek
tmbah2 lappy aku dah xda pape sal iptek lagii...rase cm budak baru nak daftar balik je nanti...hehehehehe
nway,, hidup aku much better... mmng bila aku pikir balik sal kisah2 yg jadik kat sana yg leleh2,,jiwang2 tu agak2 sedih lagii...tp aku rase skunk aku lain dahh... aKu jadik lagi COOL !!!!haahahaahhahaha
bnyk gi nda2 eppy kat sana aku lehh pk...hhuhuhu ,,, bazir mase pk nda yg dah lepass huhuhu..,,jadikan kenangan je...huhuhu
xmau ckp bnyak cam biasa....
pe aku nak highlight kat cini...sape2 kenal aku ne...
bila balik sana nanti,, jgn terkejut lau aku da brubah sket... sket jerr...
xbnyakk...huhuhu...demi memenuhi kehendak semua orgg... hohoho

lau sal syg2 org lakk...buat masa skunk... aku syg kenkawan n hidup aku je...
tuk syg seseorg kawan atau manusia 'lebih sket' tuu..,, ethh no komenn... susah dah skunk...
even aku nak recover ne pun susah...amaw dahh erhh... move with da flow je... malas nak pikir dahh...hohoho...aci arkk...? hehehehe... maksud aku,,aki xnak wat salah kali ke 2... tu jee..

smpi berjmpe nanti...laaalalala

entry ringkas..bersambung

2010-11-27T09:36:00.000-08:00

like always..

no frens around...only family yg xbrapa nak ader kat umah ne...

huhuhuhu

papepun...thanks for all yg wish...yeah i know...

mmng xramai wish...but yg pling eppy bila org tersayang wish kat kite ann

huhuhuhu

nway....,

aku msih cute..huhuhuhuhu

*to be continue*

the continuation*sesuka hati jer*

urmmm.. baru pas balik keje ne...apsal org teganu suke makan mcD...aihhh
ceh,, cam aku xsuke je..hahahhaha
okok...sal keje, stop lu coz nanti aku cite pe kisahnye...huhuhu
ok, yg bday aku...
xda pape menarik.,,,cam biasa....family aku akan ingat bday adik aku dulu coz dia 26 n aku 28...
tp nak wat camne...xpe larh...
aku on je..
adiah...?? urmm...xde pun...dr may2 je...
tu pun since kenal dia aku baru kenal erti adiah bufday...
before ne penah dpt....slalu bday aku jatuh bulan cuti...
skunk pun camtu but may2 slalu ingat nak kasik..
aku xmintak lar....just nak aksik xpe erhh...
but for me,,, wish dr org2 terSAYANG tu lagi penting...
wish dr korang sume tu pun dah memadai...
mmng lar aku da jugak TERINGIN nak sambut ngan kenkawan....cam aku sambut diaorg lar...
tp aku phm...nak wat caman...nasib aku daa...huhuhuhu
hah, jgn lar pelik nape xkuar kot fb..mmng aku sengaja privatekan...
xda sbb, saja ke...SAJA...
huhuhuhuhuhu
lagi....pe erk nak cakap....hurmmm...
xde larh...
siang aku sambut bday dpn lappy, tv n makanan...
then malam aku smbut bday ngadap fries...

WISH BUFDAY TAUN NIE:
*tuk diri sendri*
okay, dear ain, ure officially 19...yes, most of people will say..elehhh baru nak 19...hahaha..dah slalu dpt camtu pun...xkesah...janji aku still cute...hahahahhahaha
nway, so ure 19 n please behave like one...
just live ur life to the fullest n be honest in everytin u do....coz honesty may bring u sadness at first but in the end, it will bring u happiness....
hey, ure a strong girl ive met n please be so till the end...i hope u can survive even there is no one there for u...
i also hope u can find sumone that will say : i owez want to be wanted by u....*hahahhaha*
so, this year i'Allah will bring u luck with good RESULT n experienced in working even u have to come through hardship n so on....
i'Allah i will be a better person from this moment n future.....
I LOVE MYSELF so much..!
n I LOVE U, PEOPLE WHO i called FRIENDS...!

tagged by Aidott..!=P

2010-11-26T23:39:00.000-08:00

process mengCOPY n mngPASTE bermula.....

*lau lecturer aku tau aku rojakkan bi er..abiss..=P..so, shhhh k...huhuhu*

Been tagged ?
1. Adakah Anda Rasa Anda Hot?
= Y not...mestilah...lau saya xcakap saya hot, sapa lagi..???hik3

2. Update Wallpaper Anda Gune Sekarang
= gambar f(x) group...LOVE THEM....*for now*...ahaksss

3. Cerita Pasal Gambar Ini?
= from left: sul li, AMBER, krystal, victoria, Luna(lau xsilap) psst: AMBER is MINE...hohohohoho

4. Kali Terakhir Makan Pizza ?
erkk...?? before cuti arituu kot...xhingat sangat...hohohoho*dah lama gak xmakan erk...*

5. Lagu Terakhir Anda Dengar?
Lachata by f(x)...!

6. Apa Yang Anda Buat Selain Selesaikan Tag ni?
=ber Facebooking n tgk video2 korea...ahahahhaha

7. Selain Nama Sendiri, Anda Dipanggil Dengan Nama Ape?
ad n achik...?hehehehehehe..sumtimes, ade fox...ohohohoho

8. Tag Lagi 5 Orang
=cik DeyLa
=mRs Chrome
=Cik Butang
=Ms Maymay
=inCik waNwan
= Siti Liyana Nasuha (tau dah lebih, nak wat gopp...)
=*yg ke 7 special*- sume pembaca yg xkena tag lagi...ohohohoho

9. Siapa Orang Nombor 1 Dengan Anda
= jiran bilik saya dulu...

10. Katakan sesuatu Pada Orang Nombo 5
= hai kamu!hhahahahhaa

11. No 3 Ade Hubungan Dengan Sape?
= tanya dia sendrik..!

12. Bagaimana pula dengan nombo 2?
= kan Mrs citu,, mstilah ngan Mr Chrome...hohoho

13. Kata² cinta pada orang nombo 4?
= saya masih sangat sayang awak...maaf, ~,~"

14. Berikan 4 Fakta Yang Anda Tahu Tentang Orang Yang Anda Tag?
=mereka cool
=mereka sporting
=mereka sangat cumil
=mereka agen PELENGKAP idup saya
=MEREKALAH KEPENTINGAN SAYA...!

**aku tau aku suka wat lebih...but who cares...!hahahhhaha

smbil makan kropok..!

A Word a.k.a AWARD

2010-11-25T20:24:00.000-08:00

1. Berikan nickname tuk sy...

-ain

-ad

-ade fox

-achik

-amber*tang mana plark..XD*

2.Ucapan tuk pemberian award nie...

macehhh c Dila, anda mmng cun ar ar n pliss smiles everyday k walau kami(kenkawan) xderk...huhuhu...n jugak c mimie-yg telah tag name aku sbb dia letak name aku so aku ltak nama dia gak...huhuhu

3.Berikan 6 fav singer/group/artist yg kamu minat

- ct nurhaliza

- suJu

- 2PM

- estranged

-adam af

- myself*nak pasan cam mimie gak=P*

-latest= F(x)*jap, dah 7..arhh..*

4. Tag award nie 10 org blogger/follower

sape2 larh rase nak buat....tuk sume org yg bace n blom dpt....hik3

!!!REVEALED!!!

2010-11-23T00:02:00.001-08:00

nak tau pe yg reveal sangat tuh....hah,, nie jer....da satu penulisan yg tlah ditintakan seseorang tuk seseorg*xkan binatang lark kan...*huhuhuhuhu...okay....cerita nie dah LEPAS n tak tau lah pasai paaaa dia tulis nieh...jiwe kacau kot....hahahha...

papepun, mesti pelik nape tiba2 nak share secara public surat nie an....

urmmm,, eth,,aku pun tak tahu......saje kot....tanya lah si penulis surat tu sendrik....lalalalallalala

AMARAN: BACE DENGAN TENANG....JANGAN terEMO k SBB ANDA TIADA KAITAN kot NGAN CERITA INI....hehehe..stakat nak komen tu lerh...berpada-pada.....xbaik JUDGE TERUS2 k....sebarang kesulitan kepahaman amatlah dikesali.....=)

Tuesday,31/8/2010...

kasih syg..mana..?

ari ini besday dia...

tapi aku janji aku akan behave..

aku dah cancel meeting with all my long time no see frens..

sbb permintaan dia..

aku sanggup sbb aku syg dia

aku nak ada ngan dia pada tarikh dia dilahirkan ini

sbb dia wujud ats dunia...

aku belajar menyayangi seseorang...

terima kasih ats segalanya...

walau aku xrasa dihargai tapi sudah ukup larh kamu ada di sisi...

aku xminta apa2...xminta kasihan atau pape jer...

aku jus nak tgk dia gembira pada hari ini..

walau aku sangat terasa hati tapi...

Tuhan bantu aku tuk kuatkan diri...thanks God...

aku sedar..dia lagi menyayangi manusia itu...

maaf lah saya telah meng ignorekan kenyataan yang awk, dia yang punya...

saya xmampu nak hadapi kenyataan tu...

maaf sangat2

saya tau saya bukanlah kawan yang baik....

ada lagi org len yagn boleh jadi lagi baik...

saya janji saya akan lepaskan semua sekali satu hari nanti....

termasuk awk...sbb saya tak boleh jadi yang terbaik seperti dulu lagi...

tapi bukan sekarang...saya perlukan masa....

maafkan saya lagi...sbb saya xsanggup nak trima kenyataan awk berpaling tadah n menerima dia...

kenyataan yang awak lagi menyayangi dia.,..

sbb dulu awak hanya ada saya....tiada sesiapa lagi....

saya pun hanya ada awak...dulu dan sekarang...sbb tu susah bagi saya awak...

kalau lah awk tahu kenyataan sebenar yang saya macam nak mati tengok awk ngn dia...

kalau lah dunia ni benarkan orang bunuh diri

kalau lah awak tahu yang saya mintak sekarang hanyalah biar saya pupus dari dunia nie

dari depan mata awk....

betapa saya sakit awk..setiap masa...

tengok saya gelak n all..itu bukan saya...

setiap kali masuk bilik awk, lihat gambar awk n dia...

sakit saya awk...tapi awk still ajk saya msuk ke bilik iut...

setiap kali awk msg ngn dia...sakit saya awk...

setiap kali ada perkataan atau perbuatan atau apa2 sekalipun berkaitan awak ngan dia,

saya rasa sangat sayu....sedih n mahu kena lempar ngan batu besar supaya mati kat situ jugak...

sbb tu saya tidak mahu ambil tahu atau dengar pape skalipun tentang dia dan awk...

apa yang penting bagi saya hanyalah awk...tiada dia...

betapa saya harap awk n dia tidak wujud,,,

tapi semua tu dalam mimpi saya saje....realiti sangat menyakitkan sakarang...

saya cuma nak lari n lari n lari jauh2...

dr awk ngn dia..

tu pun lepas saya pasti awk dah selamat n dalam keadaan bahagia,...

kadang2 saya fikir...mungkinn saya patut pergi n undurkan dir..

tapi kadang2 awak yang halang...

buat saya rasa bersalah...

mungkin saya belum bersedia tuk truskan hidup...

saya asyik pandang ke belakang... ke masa2 kita berdua dulu...

mungkin jugak saya xmau dia ambil kesempatan...

saya tau setiap apa yang awk lakukan,,,awk tipu saya..awk buat tu buat nie..

tapi saya akan kembali bertanya dengan diri..kenapa..?

sebab awk saayng saya...

saya percaya dan yakin suatu ketika itu...

sekarang...saya masih percaya...tapi saya tahu keadaan yang sebenar yang terjadi...

saya buntu nak buat apa...

selain simpan dalam diri n mendiamkan diri...

saya tak suka awak ngan dia

tapi awk sayang dia...

saya terima sebab saya syg awk...

dah bnyak saya sakitkan hati awk...

tapi sebab saya rasa saya dah xpenting dah sekarang...xpenting lam idup awk mahupun sesiapa...

maafkan saya kerana menipu setiap detik kita bersama sekarang...

tapi percaya satu hal..saya xmenipu bila saya bersama ngan awk, saya bahgia dan sangat sengsara...

saya sayang awk..itu je yang saya tau n percaya lam hidup saya skrg...

saya xpeduli pe org kate....

tggu lah saat saya dah betul2 yakin nak lepaskan awk...

dalam masa yang sama,..saya mungkin telah berpegang pada harapan palsu..

harapan bahawa awk akan pandang saya n berlari seperti dulu ngan saya...

masa awak perlukan saya...saya rasa sangat berguna dan penting bagi awak...

masa awak kata sayang...saya percaya awak sayang saya jer...

masa awak sakit, saya je yang boleh jaga awak....masa awak lapar, saya akan cuba tuk kenyangkan awak.. masa awak keseorang, saya je yang xkan biar awk keseorangan... masa awk gembira, saya je yang xkan biarkan awak sedih...

masa awak sedih..saya je yang boleh sapukan airmata awak....

semua tu dah xda.....kalaulah awak perasaan...satiap masa saya nanges sbb satu demi satu saya tau..itu semua dah hilang... dan tuk trus hidup cam keadaan saya sekarang bukan mudah...saya berpegang pada harapn palsu tu...walau pada hakikatnya saya tauu...tu sume xkan pernah jadi kenyataan...

saya xmau sedar sbb saya tak kuat....saya nak lari...lari sekuat hati...

saya tau sangat pelik bila saya cakap sume nie...tp ni pe yang saya rasa....

sbb saya syg awk sangat...maaf kan saya....saya xkuat...

kan best lau idup nie xda kesusahan hati macam ini....

tapi saya tak menyesal yang saya sayang awk...

andai kata saya TELAH sayang awk pun..saya tak menyesal....

awak akan jadi kenagnan yang paling indah lam idup saya walau lebih bnyak air mata saya titskan sebab awk...saya dah xnak awk tahu semu pe yang saya rasa...saya akn turuti telunjuk awk...

awak marah saya sedih, awak marah saya marah, awak marah saya tak suka, awak marah saya benci... saya xakan buat semua tu dpn awk...tapi kadang2 saya akanterlepas..maafkan saya...

saya akan cuba lebih gigih tuk menghargai sisa2 masa saya bersama awak ini...

andai kata satu hari kita tol2 dah xde makna berkawan...saya akan terima kenyataan di ats...

ketika awak berpaling, saya lah seorang yang kesian dan sangat sayu, hati berat dan ingin Tuhan cabut nyawa disitu..ketika awak memandang, saya seorang yang periang, senyuman terukir dan ingin sekurang-kurangnya senyuman terukir dibibir awak...

yg benar,

anonymous...

so amcam..?? hah, jgn lupa...ini cerita tiada kaitan ngan korang k n cerita ini tiada cintan cintun nyer...sume sal kasih sayang jer....huhuhuhu......sshhhh...jgn citer kat org lain...ahaksss....cam pe jer...k lah....untuk tatapan pembaca sahaja...ahakss....sehingga bertemu kembali....!

oliday for me is.....WORKING

2010-11-22T08:55:00.000-08:00

okay
niat dihati mmng mau kerja...
skali ajak opiey skali join operasi mencari kerja...
first kami pergi mintak kat pizza n mcD...
then dua2 panggil interbiu....
kat pizza disebabkan da masalah sket...xjd interbiu...
pergi interbiu mcD je.....huhuhuhu...
guess wut...?! u're HIRED...!
hahahahahahXD
terkezut gark coz chances tuk dpt tau kurang sal kan nak keje sebulan jer...huhuhuhu
but nway....Allahamdulillah dpt.....at least xde larh hari2 buang masa kan....
dpt gak sumtin...lalalalalalala
tgk larh camne t kerja...
esk start training 3 ari pastu cuti sari...baru dpt kerja lam uniform....kih4...
ohh training kena pkai baju putih berkolar n sluar slack.....*so far aku xdak lagi so nak tak na aku kena kuar pagi2 sok tuk cari sume tuuhh...* giler larr...ahhahahaha
arhh...training start kul 6 ptg pun....smpat kot...i'Allah...huhuhuhu

urmm, actually my father told me to work at the office but i dont want...

i wanted to try sumtin new n independent....

i wanted to find by my own first n if i cant, then i will work as u wish abah...

but now i get the JOB so, ill have to say, sorry...

i cant work at the office n do nothing much...

yeah, i know u're just wanted the best for me...to make my life easier n feels no tired at all..

but wut's the point of working then..??

how im gonna find challenge in earning money...?

im not like my other siblings....u know it better...

but overall, i did get the job n if this doesnt suit me, i will work at the office k...huhuhuhuhu

or maybe next year ill work there....lalalalallala~~

readers, wish me luck....

my very first time working...

before, never had the experienced

even after spm exam, i did not get myself to work...hahahaahXD

nvm, i will try my best n work hard on this...

even it is not sumtin

even it is just working at mcD...

i feel proud already by getting this job...

......ahakss.....

a year n a half ago is my past...=(

2010-11-20T20:36:00.000-08:00

sedih

Mickey aka my lappy terasa kosong sangat...

disebabkan kesilapan teknikal yg dialami

sume ilang...

pada suatu hari, ada seorang manusia telah menTRANsfrekan sume data2 nye kedalam hard disk kerana ingin mengFORMATkan balik laptopnya......namun hard disk tersebut mengalami kerosakan...

semua files aka data2 didalam itu turut serta mengHILANGkan diri....kenapa...??!!!

gambar2=X-uitm, X-skolah, X-3PPISMP IPTeknik, X-kerja2, X-assy yg banyak2, X-video, X-movie buat sendrik, X-MUSICs yg aku kumpul slama ne...

ALL GONE n left it all with a BIG 'X'!!!!

it's like, I'M already GONE jugak larh at first..but then i know, there's nothing i can do anymore...

things sometimes just happen...

perlu REDHA...

anggaplah kena mulakan idup baru....jadikan kenangan yg sedikit je da lam othak nie sume yg indah2...

yg pahit "telah" terDELETE demi masa dpn yg cemerlang...(?_?)....

~~3PPISMP is my past~~

psst: tukar nama lappy n start collect data tuk masa skrg yg baru.....wa cakap lu, amat susah tapii..,wa tau kita kena kasi kuat itu dalam hati dan minda.....hidup selepas ini mesti mau BAGUS2 punya..... PERLU!

just 4 laugh

2010-11-20T10:15:00.000-08:00

i found this one is funny, sorry for who doesn't

XDhahahahahahhahahahahXD

homey~

2010-11-13T15:31:00.000-08:00

akhirnya...stlah bergelut tuk beberapa ketika....

sampai jua waktu ne....aku berada di RUMAH!

smlam agak berat tinggalkan ipTek tp keinginan berada dirumah lagi kuat...*up skit!* (:

urmm....smlam jmpe sume dulu(hupfully sume larh, yg tak smpat sorry....huhuhuhu)

jmpe ***, dia tak nangis..hurrmm...tak mengharap sangat dia nanges tp lau dia nagnes kan bagus.....cam biasa...lau 2 minggu nak pisah pun leh nanges, ni kan hampir 2 bulan....

::awak tak nangis dah errh....? takpe lahh...saya okay...(':

*** saya memang sayang awak..., thanks kasik hadiah bday saya....(:...jga mickey*hah, kantoi sape....*....xmo dah sorok2, awak tau awak sapa....***=may...^^, tc k..gonna miss u, walau awak xmiss saya cam dulu....
sorry k sbb dah slalu susahkan may, judge hubungan may.... pasne tak dah...i wanted to change but know this, it doesnt mean im okay about u n him*giler open crita nee...hehehhe*...tp, i think u did show me n tell me wutcha want the best, so, i accepted it as a challenge for me to live with it..*0_0..strong kan...ade fox sentiasa strong...!* amaw erhh sedih2 leleh2 lagi...masa nyer telah tiba... berTUKAR..=P** hup dapat..jgn terasa k..jom hidup BAHAGILA!
xmo dah pk sal tuu......buat mood ne jadi melancholic....kan mau eppy2 jaa...huhuhuhu

hah! satu yg utama bila balik umah, nak mamam banyak banyak banyak!!!huhuhuh

xde lah...nak guna kan masa tol2 larh.....nak tenangkan minda....

saat aku melangkah keluar, 20% aku tinggalkan iptek

saat aku melangkah naik bas, 40% aku tinggalkan iptek

saat aku melepasi tol Gombak, 60% aku tinggalkan iptek

saat aku sampai di stesen bas kay tee, 70% aku tinggalkan iptek

saat aku sampai di rumah, 90% aku NAK tinggalkan iptek...

tinggallah 10% lagi tuk aku wat lar pape pun...huhuhuhu

tapi tu perancangan larh....tak tahu leh wat ke tak....

sepanjang alam PPISMP ne banyak dah aku lalui...walau stahun setengah baru duk situ....

lolololo, thanks to kenkawan iptek yg sudi wish take care ke pe ker tuk saya....^^

kamu sume,, yg da exam tuuh...wat leklok..pas exam...kamu sume pun da kat umah cam saya..!!!

wanwan, aween, zubier, mimie*erhh, dia dah da kat umah*, juniors, seniors, dila, ezzy, kak, ahha...masalah utama bila letak nama, mesti da yang tertinggal sbb saya PELUPA....hehehhe...

sorry lar, malas nak taip lebih2 dah nee...huhuhuhuhu

hah, satu lagi nak cakap...,

saya tak gemar sangat orang yang lebihkan orang tersayang dia daripada kawan....

memang la saya ne dikira understanding tpppiii.....yg saya maksudkan yg melampau lampau...

yg len tak termasuk yer...saye mmng understanding...hohohohoho

sbb hidup saya hanya berKAWAN...hik4...*so far*....

smalam thanks to syazwan iskandar, ex-classmateku merangkap cinta monyet yang aku penah bagi surat layang...*ngee>,< aduhh maluu...hehehhe*....sbb teman aku smlama lam bas....hohohohoho....tak lah sayu sangat....kih4..

n LASTLY, i thanked God for my safely arived home...(: (never forget YOU)

say it wright

Beautiful Holiday

take it easy

Failed but Survive.

Cahaya di atas Cahaya

Have Faith

(':

hidup ini

Sunday, 11 Sept 2011

On This Day In.......

randominism

insane

oh yeah!

hate flu

harsh

entry about holiday

its been a while

Exam Mode Will Not Be Random

MAMA SAYA BEST

Melaka negeri yg Selamat

this is soOo RANDOM.

at-TENTION...!

how GREAT a teacher can be

ini cerita pasal SBE lah

updated!

paparazzi seketika

mau ikut jugak....

Snap! Snap! Snap!

dia dah jauh

::FINISHED::

entry bukan untuk kamu pun...

hushh harsh...

aida n geng

common but meaningful

Zzzzzzz not now

for u, dear great friend..xo

erkk..lama xupdate!

1.1.11

Day Ten: One confession.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

im back!

break!

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

promise must be DONE

akit...~~

:/

wutcha say?

rase fresh sket...

entry ringkas..*bersambung*

tagged by Aidott..!=P

A Word a.k.a AWARD

!!!REVEALED!!!

kasih syg..mana..?

oliday for me is.....WORKING

a year n a half ago is my past...=(

just 4 laugh

homey~

entry ringkas..bersambung